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Part One Title: Nothing Important Happened Author: Vickie Moseley Summary: post Existence series that takes a different path than Season 9. Category: MSR, A Rating: E for everybody Disclaimer: The characters belong to 20th Century Fox and 1013 Productions. The idea for a ninth season belongs to somebody, but they're smart to remain nameless. I tried to fix things, but I didn't infringe on the copyright. Frankly, I doubt anyone involved would recognize the place. Authors notes: I'm thinking on making this a series. Let me know if I should. vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com Nothing Important Happened By Vickie Moseley As the screen fades to black on 'Existence' . . . The kiss grew deeper and Mulder almost melted into the floor. He could feel the baby's weight in his arms, could feel Scully's small warm hand as she held him fast, not letting him move away. It was heaven. After all the years of searching, after all the losses they'd both faced, this was what it had been about -- and in that clear, sparkling moment, he knew it had all been worth it. The heartache, the pain, the anguish they had endured at the hands of men of pure evil had been vindicated in one instant -- the instant this tiny family connected for the first time. Of course, it was foolish to think it would last. Second thoughts were Mulder's second nature. And now it wasn't just the two of them, alone, against the world. How could he keep them all safe? Mulder's arms were firm, but William had other ideas. First he wiggled and then he squirmed and after a second, he let out a lusty cry. "I think he needs changing," Scully whispered against her partner's lips. "I know he does," Mulder replied with a twinkle in his eyes that caused her to laugh. "Such are the joys of fatherhood," she quipped as she carefully transferred the baby from his arms to hers. "You might want to wipe that off before it soaks in," she said, nodding toward the damp sleeve of his leather jacket. "He's marked me, Scully. I'm his for life," Mulder said with a wry grin. He followed her over to the changing table, where he gently poked his son's stubby pug nose. "I'll put up with that for a few years, young man. But when you're potty trained -- no peeing on me, OK?" "Pee -- no. Throw up, now that's another matter entirely," Scully observed as she deftly changed the disposable diaper. She snapped up a fresh layette from the pile at the end of the changing table. Once changed, she hoisted the baby up onto to her shoulder, patting his rump. "There, all clean. Feels better, doesn't it?" She rocked the baby until she tenderly lowered him into his bassinet. When she stood up, she smiled at Mulder. Seeing his expression, she questioned him with her eyes. "I guess I'll be going. Your mom will be here soon," he said, refusing to look at her. "Mom isn't coming," she said coolly, crossing her arms. That brought his attention back to her. "What do you mean? Scully, you need to rest. You can't take care of a baby by yourself," he sputtered. "I assumed the baby's father would be here," she said cocking an eyebrow. "I told mom as much." He looked at her shyly. "You want me to stay -- here?" "Mulder, I never wanted you to go back to your apartment in the first place. Since your . . . since you've been back all I wanted was to be near you." "It was too dangerous. We couldn't let -- " She stepped forward and placed her hand on his arm, just above the elbow. "Mulder, stay. Please. _We_ want you here." "I think he just wants a dry target," he joked nodding over to the bassinet. "He wants a father," she corrected, not letting him joke his way out of it. He looked her in the eyes, standing his ground. "And what about you. Do you just want me to be his father? Is that all?" She stepped closer to him and put her hand on the back of his head, moving him down so that their lips touched. "I want my partner. That's all I've ever wanted." This time, without the baby between them, he could wrap his arms around her and hold her close, feeling her heartbeat and his in sync. "I want that too, Scully. I want that so very much." The kiss was getting hotter when she pulled back, blushing. "But not for about 6 weeks, unfortunately," she said with a sigh. He chuckled at her. "I can do six weeks standing on my ear. Hell, I did twice that long in a coffin." She paled and put her fingers to his lips, silencing him. "Don't. Please. Don't ever joke about that time. You have no idea -- " "You're right. I have no idea. But I do know that it was horribly painful for you. I wouldn't have lasted two days, had the situation been reversed, Scully. Probably less than 24 hours after the funeral." "Don't say that, either, Mulder. You find a way. Especially now, more than ever. It's not just you and me -- " She let her gaze rest on the back of their sleeping infant son. "It's more than us. I had to go on, for him." She turned and put her hand on Mulder's cheek. "And if anything ever happens to me, you have to do the same, understand?" He bit his lip to keep from objecting. He knew she was right, but the thought terrified him to the depths of his soul. Finally, he nodded. "Enough of this morbid talk," she said, rubbing the stubble on his chin. "I'm exhausted, and your son has your appetite -- so we better get to bed and get some sleep. Two AM comes awfully soon." "I could take that one, Scully. Just show me where the formula . . . " He trailed off when he saw her shaking her head slowly back and forth. "Maybe in a few days, when my milk is fully in, we can try pumping and saving. But for now, it's me or nothing. Unless you want to try some female hormone injections -- " "Do you need me to set the alarm, or should I just wake you if he starts to fuss?" Mulder blurted out, clearly uncomfortable with the turn in the conversation. They quickly found a routine. Mulder had little to do all day but help with the baby and Scully was obviously pleased at how well he adjusted to fatherhood. In short order he was diapering, bathing and by the end of the third day, even giving William one bottle-feeding. Mulder knew it couldn't last. The call from Kersh came a little after 11 at night. Scully had a brief conversation with the Deputy Director before handing the phone over to Mulder. Just five minutes from first ring to hang up and their world was turned upside down. "It's a ploy, Scully. They are just trying to split us up," Mulder said tersely, pacing the floor. Scully glanced over at the bedroom door and motioned for him to lower his voice. "Mulder, that was when we were both working on the X files. Now, they have no reason to try and stop the work." "No, but they have plenty of reason to divide and conquer, Scully. That little guy sleeping in the other room is more than enough reason." "Mulder," Scully said, blanching, "you said William isn't what they thought he was -- " He strode across the room, sitting next to her on the couch and taking her hand in his. "Scully, William is a miracle. He may not be alien, he may not be a hybrid, but he is a miracle. And because of what they have done to us, he might just be the only human baby born with a natural immunity to the alien virus." At her wide-eyed look of terror, he reached up his hand to stroke her hair. "Even if they aren't sure that's the case, they would still want to find out." "So they tell us you're being hunted, that you're in danger -- " "To get me out of the picture. Then, when you least expect it -- " "They take William," she said, her voice cracking and her chin starting to tremble. "Or force us into doing something stupid -- like give him up for adoption. Right into their hands," Mulder said bitterly. She scowled and shook her head. "Never. I would never in a million years give him away!" Tears threatened on her lashes. "Mulder, what do we do?" He looked away, chewing on his lip. Finally, he looked back at her. "Scully, there's only one thing we can do. We have to beat them at this game." "I don't follow you. What are you saying?" she asked fearfully. "I leave. I leave tomorrow morning, just as they expect. Except, tomorrow night, you're going to join me -- " "Mulder, I can't go. William is too young to travel - - " "Scully, babies have been traveling as newborns for as long as the human race has existed. You're a doctor, you'll know if anything is wrong. And it won't be a long journey. We'll go to ground -- I have a place we can be safe for a short time, just until we're all ready to make the big move." "You knew this was going to happen and you never said anything," she accused. "Let's just say I'm not surprised. And for the record, the place we're going was set up by someone else -- " "The gunmen?" "Uncles Larry, Curly and Moe just want to make sure this little family lives to fight another day," he answered. "Scully, I'm sorry, but the alternative is that I go and you stay. Or I stay and wait for them to make good on the threat." "No, both of those are far worse," she said with a sigh. "I know better than to think they would leave me alone just because you weren't here. All that would accomplish is making me a sitting duck. They won't stop at anything to get William. As for letting them make good on the threat -- " Her eyes turned to flint and she tensed visibly. "I'm not going to let that happen. No way, no how." "My warrior princess," he said with a wry grin. He leaned over and kissed the top of her head. "I better go get packed. We have to make this look good." "Can we at least let Agent Doggett and Monica in on the plan?" she asked timidly. He sighed and put his hands on her shoulders. "The guys should be the only ones who know our location. It's just too dangerous otherwise -- not just for us but for them. I really think it's best that we keep all information limited to a very special few. I'm not quite ready to include the rest of the Mickey Mouse Club." "My mom . . . Bill . . . Bill and Tara are flying out this weekend to see the baby," she said, swiping at her eye. "And Charlie! I was going to ask him to be William's godfather." "Scully . . . I hate this, you know I do. I know we never talked about any of this, but it is exactly what I was afraid of when you first approached me about the IVF. I was terrified of what might happen then. I had no idea what lengths they would go to just to prevent his birth -- " "Mulder? Are saying you think that's why you were abducted?" she gasped. "Scully, we started the IVF process just three months before we got the case to go back to Bellefleur. You do the math. They must have suspected something back then. Hell, I'm surprised they let you carry him to term." "I almost didn't," she whispered, closing her eyes. "There were times, times I haven't told you about -- " "Agent Doggett told me you had a rough pregnancy. I . . . uh, I sneaked a look at the cases you two handled in the time I was -- away. I saw the files on the incident in Utah and Kathy Haskell's baby. Scully, I'm so sorry. I wish I'd been here -- " "So do I, Mulder. I wish you'd been with me. But it's all right now, all that is behind us." "I don't know what the future holds. I hate like hell to take you away from your family -- " She touched his lips with her finger once more. "You and William are my family. To have you both safe and with me, that's all I can possibly ask for. Wherever it might be, as long as we're together, I'll be fine." Their kiss was comforting, enduring. Mulder was the first to pull away. "I should grab a quick shower, pack some things." "You're leaving tonight?" she asked fearfully. "It's what they would expect, right?" "Mulder, what if this is a trap? What if they're waiting out there and the minute you step outside the door -- " He nodded thoughtfully. "Scully, we, uh, you have surveillance on this apartment, you know." She rolled her eyes. "Which rooms?" she asked, crossing her arms and schooling her expression. "I told them only the doors and windows. And the front, back and sides of the buildings. Absolutely no cameras hidden in the bedroom closet or behind the shower curtain. They knew better -- Frohike is seriously afraid of you." "He's only afraid of me when I'm angry. He's learned not to make me angry," she replied. "Me too," Mulder said with a grin. "Anyway, I'll go get in the shower." "I'll pack your bag," she said, looking down so that he didn't see her chin trembling. He saw it anyway. "Hey, we're going to be all right. You just have to get through 24 hours. We've done this before." "I know. I'm just -- with William involved -- Mulder, I'm scared," she admitted. He nodded. "So am I. But I promise, it will be all right." She hugged him close, an hour later, as he kissed her goodbye at the door. "I'm calling the gunmen as soon as I leave. Go to the store first thing tomorrow and by a Tracfone -- they're harder to trace. Call Byers second line, he'll have the number of my phone and they will give you directions. Don't pack more than you need for two days -- we'll buy everything else." "OK, but what about -- " She looked up into his eyes and knew. She'd known all along, just as he had, that this was what would happen. "OK," she said, resigning herself to their collective fate. "I'll see you tomorrow night?" she asked. "Yes. Get as much rest as you can tomorrow, nap when William naps. It might be a long night." "I've done them before," she said, trying for a smile. "Well, with our little guy we better get used to doing more of them," he teased back. It broke the tension, somewhat. "I love you both," he said, kissing her one more time. "And we love you," she replied. After sharing one more kiss and a lingering look, he turned the knob of the door and entered the hallway. "Tomorrow night," he promised. "Tomorrow night," she vowed. She closed the door, so she didn't have to watch him slip down the stairs. Everything had to appear normal in the morning. But for now, she had work to do. Office of the Magic Bullet 12: 35 am Byers was manning the phone when they received Mulder's call. "Twilight Time," the former agent said. "Tomorrow night." Then he hung up. Byers sighed heavily. He'd hoped they wouldn't have to put the plan into action. He'd hoped everything would calm down now that Scully had given birth to a normal, healthy baby. But deep in his heart, he knew that wouldn't be the case. "Frohike, Langly, come here," he called into the back rooms that contained the sleeping quarters. Langly emerged first with a serious case of bed head. Frohike was next with a robe and slippers. "Mulder just called. Twilight Time." "Shit," Langly cursed. Frohike mumbled something worse, but didn't say it aloud. "OK, we have work to do guys. No use standing around with our thumbs up our asses. Langly, go get the car in place. Byers, contact Uncle. I'll make the funds transfers." When the two men just looked at him, he clapped his hands. "Chop chop!" They scurried in different directions. Scully's apartment 10:35 am The sound of a knock at the door woke her from her brief nap. She hastily looked over into the bassinet to ensure that William was still sleeping. She slid her feet into her slippers and went to the door. The knock sounded again before she was finished turning the lock. She wasn't at all surprised to see John Doggett standing in her doorway. Without a word, she stood aside, letting him enter the apartment. Everything about him screamed panic. "What? What's the matter?" she asked. "What's the matter? I've been trying to call you." "Yeah, I took the phone off the hook because of the baby," she explained, feigning a benign expression. "I got panicked that you weren't going to be here, that you had left too." "Come in," she said, looking away as she closed the door behind him. "I've been looking for Mulder. I went to his apartment," Doggett said with a frown. "He's gone." "I know," she replied. "Where'd he go?" She knew her part. She'd played it on more than one occasion, but never before a close friend. Dropping her eyes, she bit her lip, hard. The tears weren't as hard to evoke as she thought they might be. In all likelihood, this was the last encounter she would have with this man who had watched her back for the months Mulder was missing. "He's gone," she said shakily. "Just . . . gone." He stood there, stunned. "I'm . . . I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do?" She looked up at him and forced a smile. "No, John. We're fine, William and I. Was there a reason you were looking for -- " She had to find out as much about what was going on as she could. Perhaps Doggett had some information they could use in the future. "Well, in light of everything that's happening -- he just left you? Alone?" Scully crossed her arms; it was going to be harder than she thought. What had Mulder told her once -- the safest place to hide a truth was between two lies? "We were warned that Mulder was in danger," she said regaining her composure. "He's gone into hiding." Doggett regarded her closely, weighing her words. "Without Mulder there's no way to corroborate our testimony against Kersh," he said tersely. Scully shrugged. If that had been the motive -- maybe they shouldn't be running at all. But there was no way to get hold of Mulder. The die had been cast and she had to follow through. "I don't know what to tell you, Agent Doggett." "I'm hearin' that a lot lately," Doggett said with a sneer. "Look, don't do anything without telling me, OK?" She stood there, licking her lips. "I'll do what I can," she answered, knowing that he wouldn't let it drop. He ran his hand over his mouth and nodded. "I'm sure you will," he said flatly. "I'll be seein' you, then." When she refused to meet his eyes he shook his head and sighed. "Goodbye, Agent Doggett," she said as she opened the door. "Goodbye, Agent Scully. I sure as hell hope you know what you're doin'." When she set the lock again she leaned against the door and closed her eyes. She hoped she knew what she was doing as well. The phone rang not more than an hour later. "Dana, it's Mom. How are you all doing?" Her mother's voice was cheerful, no longer tinged with the worry and suspicion that had colored it for so many months. "Fine, Mom, fine," she said, taking the cordless into the kitchen to avoid waking the baby. "Well, I'm heading out to the store and wanted to know if you needed anything." "Mom, you're in Baltimore, there is no need for you to come all this way. There's a grocery store just three blocks away from us, we have plenty of everything," she countered. "Oh, well, then let me talk to Fox a moment. I need to ask him something." "Uh, he's not here right now," Scully said quickly. "Well, have him call me later. Is he over at his apartment, I can call him there." "No, Mom, don't bother calling the apartment. We had the phone turned off over there." "Oh, I guess that's wise. Then he'll be moving in with you and the baby now?" "Looks that way, yes," Scully replied. "Look, Mom, I hear William, he's waking up from his nap. I need to go change him. I'll . . . I'll call you tomorrow, OK?" "Yes, we have to make plans for the baptism. Fox is OK with that, isn't he? That we baptize the baby as a Catholic?" "Mulder leaves the religious stuff up to me, Mom," Scully covered. "I really have to go." "OK, well give my little guy a big hug." That got her. Up till then it was all about getting her mother off the phone, but with that one sentence Scully knew it was the last time she'd be talking with her mother for some time, maybe forever. "I will. I love you, Mom," she said, swallowing back tears. "I love you, too, Sweetheart. All three of you. Remember to have Fox call me when he gets in. Bye now." "Bye." The next time the phone rang she was reluctant to answer. On the fourth ring she picked up. "Scully." "Pack everything you need for two days in a diaper bag. Go to the Silver Springs Mall, lot A6. Park in the third row, leaving the key under the driver's seat and don't lock the car. Go inside to the to the mall office and tell them you lost your keys. It's a Woody Woodpecker keychain with the name Kate on it. They'll give them to you. Go out into the Mall and buy an outfit for the baby and one for yourself, change in the food court restrooms -- make sure to buy a hat or some kind of head cover. Go out the exit next to the Ruby Tuesday's Restaurant and go down the first row clicking the remote to open the trunk of the car -- it won't be your car but it will have a full tank of gas. Put your diaper bag in the trunk. There's a car seat in the back seat and a portacrib in the trunk. The vehicle registration is in the glove box, along with your driver's license and a couple of credit cards in your new name. You'll find the phone number to reach your partner in there, too." "You sound like you have it all worked out," she said uneasily. "We've been planning this for months, Scully," Frohike's voice came over the line. "We just want what's best for you guys," he added softly. "Thank you. Thank the others for me, too." "If you can't reach Mulder, there's a map in the glove box, too." "Thank you, again." He hung up without saying another word. She looked down where William was sitting in his bouncy seat, wide eyed, exploring his world. She touched his cheek and he turned his head toward her finger, rooting. "Well, sweetie, welcome to the life of an X file." Silver Springs Mall 2:30 pm The mall secretary was more than happy to retrieve the lost keys. The woman dug through a drawer in her desk and came up with the gold colored keychain with two keys and a remote. "We figured someone would be showing up for them pretty quickly," the woman said with a wink. "My, what a tiny baby! He's not very old." "Two weeks," Scully lied. "This is our first outing." "Well, enjoy yourselves. You know the food court has a family lounge in the restroom area. You can breastfeed him, change his diaper, relax a little. It's quite handy." "Thank you, we may have to check that out," Scully replied. She found an outfit for herself in the LandsEnd section of Sears and a new layette with cap for William. Following Frohike's instructions to the letter, she also picked up a New York Yankees cap at the Lids outlet and then made her way over to the food court restrooms. Ducking into the family lounge, she found that she could lock the door and change William and get changed herself. She stuffed their old clothes in the store bags and fixed the caps on their heads. Then she went out the exit by the Ruby Tuesdays Restaurant. The trunk that opened was on a silver colored Toyota Camry, late model. The car seat was situated in the back seat, anchored to the car. Scully buckled the sleeping infant into the seat and then got in the driver's door. She drove out of the parking lot and into a McDonald's drive through. Ordering coffee and yogurt parfait, she pulled into a parking space before opening the glove box. A thick white envelope was the first item she pulled out. Her driver's license picture was the same one on her current license, but it was for the state of Vermont. On it was a post-it note with a phone number that she dialed on her new Tracfone. He answered on the first ring. "Scully, are you safe?" he asked breathlessly. "Yes. We have the car, all the items are accounted for. We're on our way." "Take the 95 north. Call me when you stop for a break, I'll give you further instructions. Watch for tails." "Always. Mulder, are you OK?" "I am now," he said and she could hear the relief in his voice. "I'm fine. I have the crib up and ready for my main man. Oh, and the bed is made up for my main woman, too," he said and she could hear the sly smile in his voice. "Just a little under six weeks," she warned playfully. "Five weeks, three days and eight hours, by my watch," he shot back. "We'll see you soon," she replied. "Love you." "I love you, too," he responded and hung up without a goodbye. She looked in the backseat, at the tiny life sleeping so peacefully. "Just a little longer, sweet William. Just a little longer and we'll be home. Wherever it is," she whispered. She touched his cheek and then turned around and put turned the key in the ignition, listening to the engine roar to life. They still had miles to go before she could rest. Near the Nolichucky River North Carolina 11:05 pm The driveway was marked with only a red plastic reflector partially hidden by the scrub brush around it. She drove past it and then backed up to find it again. The path was gravel and rutted, with larger rocks that caused the car to tilt from one side to the other. In the headlights of the car the deep dips in the road caused it to appear to vanish. More than once she slowed to a crawl, afraid she was about to careen off the mountainside. After exactly .75 miles, the cabin materialized in the beams of the headlights. Standing in the doorway was a familiar silhouette. She hadn't even stopped the car fully when he was at her door, tugging it open. They fell into a fierce embrace, Mulder kissing her hair and her face and then hugging her to him only to kiss her again. "I was so worried," he said, peppering his words with kisses. "I thought you'd be here by 10." "Someone had to stop and eat," she replied, kissing him back. "He fell asleep when we turned off the main highway." "Oh, geez, Scully! Let's get him inside where it's warmer. I started a fire." Mulder let go of her long enough to open the back door and pulled out the car seat. He caressed his son's cheek with his free hand and then rested his arm about his partner's shoulders. "Come in, see what I've done with the place." The cabin door led them into a great room with a staircase to the left that led to a loft. A roaring fire tossed dancing shadows on a simple arrangement of two big chairs and a futon. Beyond the living space were a dinette and a kitchen off to the left. She could see little out the double doors placed in the wall marking the change from dining room to kitchen. Mulder carried the baby in his seat through the kitchen and down a set of stairs. The open staircase divided the downstairs. To the right Scully made out the bathroom and noticed a washer and dryer. Next on that side was a small bedroom with a twin bed and a crib. Mulder put the car seat/carrier on the bed and unbuckled William with ease, laying the baby down in the crib on his side, while Scully smiled timidly. "It's a nice room," she commented. Mulder looked over at her and tilted his head. "Something wrong?" She shrugged one shoulder. "I guess, I mean, I'm used to having him sleeping nearby -- " Mulder ducked his head and then looked up at her from under his wayward bangs. "This is just for naps. C'mere. I'm not done with the tour." He took her hand and led her across the hall, under the steps and into a larger bedroom with a queen sized bed and a rocking chair near a large picture window. On the far wall was a white bassinet. "I figured you'd want him in here during the night. Easier access for those two a.m. feedings." She smiled, relieved. "Oh, and there's something else," he said, pulling her out of the room. The room next to the bedroom was a small family room, complete with a television and a computer. "It's on a dish, we get good reception. The computer is dial-up, but it will suit our purposes." She nodded. "Whatever that might be," she added. He chose to ignore her comment. "You must be hungry, too," he said. "I made a little something light for dinner." She hesitated as he started toward the stairs. "Scully? Are you coming?" "Can we hear the baby -- " Mulder grinned and walked back into the nursery. He pointed to the ceiling. "Fully monitored. There are receivers in all the rooms upstairs and in the loft. We have video feed in our bedroom, too. The guys went a little whack-o. It's the latest in 'nanny- cam' technology," he said with a modest smile. "C'mon. I didn't eat because I was waiting for you." "Oh, so that's why you were so happy to see me," she quipped. "Yeah. It was all my stomach talking out there, Scully. I didn't miss you one little bit," he tossed over his shoulder as his size 13s pounded up the steps. When she made it into the kitchen he was bustling between the refrigerator and the microwave. "Grab some plates? They're above the coffeemaker. Silverware is the drawer to the left of the sink." She pulled out plates, glasses and flatware for the two of them and went about setting the table. "Mulder, this table is huge. It could seat 8 people, easily." "This cabin is supposed to sleep 8, if the guys were right. It was a rental, until the trust bought it." "What trust?" Scully asked, taking a seat and looking up at him expectantly. He chewed his lip for a second before dishing out portions of beef stew to both their plates. "Ah, that's something I probably should tell you about," he said, nodding absently. He put the casserole dish down on the table and sat down across from her. She continued her silence, scrutinizing him. "OK, um, where to start. First, you know I'm not poor." "I guessed as much when I found out you didn't rent the apartment, it's a condo. You pay a maintenance fee." "And damages -- thanks to suddenly appearing waterbeds," he added. "OK, so you're not, nor have you ever been, a poor starving GS12." "I was GS13 when I left, Scully," he amended. "Mulder, could we cut to the chase?" she asked a little harshly. She forced a smile. "The stew is good. Did you make this?" "Yeah, this afternoon. Gave me something to do when I decided I couldn't spend the day standing in the doorway." The smile on her face took on new sparkle. "OK, Mulder. Hit me with the bottom line." "44 mil and change," he said evenly. "Forty-four . . ." "Million," he finished. "And some change -- stocks that I think would make more if we held on to them, stuff I don't want to liquidate, that sort of thing. And that's not including Mom's jewelry, but I really didn't want to sell any of that. Most of it's been in the family for generations. Still, the Kuipers were typical Europeans of Jewish ancestry -- if worse comes to worse, diamonds are always readily negotiable currency." "But it's in trust?" she asked, her voice cracking slightly. "Well, it has been. I mean it was my trust and then any heirs of mine. The guys know my lawyer, the estate was going to probate just before I was . . . uh, resurrected, for lack of a better term. You would have been told all about it, before the baby was born. Of course, you are the trustee of the estate for William until he reaches 30 years of age. That's how old I was when I got it." "Mulder -- " "I know, I know. I should have told you before, Scully. But I couldn't figure out a good time. Hell, I couldn't figure out a good time to tell you I knew about your ova -- do you really think I could just casually mention that if I died you were in for a shitload of money?" "What if there hadn't been an heir?" she asked quietly. He stared long and hard at the wooden surface of the table. "The Lone gunmen would have become executors -- philanthropic executors for SETI, MUFON -- they were probably going to set up a foundation to rival Gates. I figured you wouldn't want it, the money at least. But you got the jewelry, my lawyer was about to contact you to deliver it all when Skinner found out about Billy and you know how the rest of that story went," he said, finally looking up at her to smile. "Scully, I'm sorry . . ." "No, Mulder, I mean, sure, it's a shock. But it's not . . . I mean it never was that important to me." "But it could be now. I don't know how long we have to hide, but at least we don't have to worry about money." "Won't they be able to trace us?" she asked, licking her bottom lip. "Nope. They guys have that covered. Swiss accounts that feed into Grand Cayman accounts. By the time the money is in our hands, it has more custom stamps than Mick Jagger's luggage. And we'll take out enough so that we aren't going to the ATM every two or three days." "So you bought this place?" she asked, looking around. "Yup. But as I said, it's just for the short term. When we leave, the guys will sell it. With the housing market the way it is, we'll probably make money on the deal." She snorted in most unladylike manner. "Are you upset?" he asked, reaching over to take her hand. "Mulder, I just left my family, my home, my job and drove all the way here to be with you, dragging our six day old infant son along for the ride -- thinking we'd be destitute and homeless, but not really giving it a care as long as we were all together. To find out that we have several million dollars at our disposal -- I can't say I'm that upset about that. Bewildered, amazed, maybe even baffled -- but then I think back on a few things and it all fits. The trip to Antarctica, the expenses we accumulated in Nevada later that same summer -- you covered all of that. I guess I really didn't want to pry into your affairs to find out how you managed it all." He shrugged and gave her his shy smile. "What I would like to know is why you expected me to pick up my share of the tabs over the last seven years," she shot back, crossing her arms. "Not to mention you're near obsessive need to leave lousy tips at diners." "Oh, well, I didn't want to make you feel -- inferior, Scully," he adlibbed. "And you're a miser," she added. "And I'm a skinflint," he corrected. "There, now you know. You helped create a life with the genes of a man who hates to part with a dollar. It's out there now, live with it," he said in a perfect deadpan. She snickered and dug in to the stew. "Well, for a skinflint, at least you can cook," she told him as she reached over to take a second helping. "I hope you think I have other attributes," he said coyly. "Oh, yes, Mulder," she sighed dreamily. "You can also reach the top shelf." He rolled his eyes and finished his dinner. They cleaned the table in companionable silence, moving with the same efficient flow they had established years before in their working life. Scully found the kitchen was laid out very much like her own kitchen and wondered if that had been Frohike's little way of making her feel more at home. She smiled just thinking of how much the gunmen had grown to be her friends as well as Mulder's. "So, I know you're tired, but there's a decent sized tub downstairs if you want to take a soak." She smiled at him and snaked her arms around his neck. "Wish you could join me," she sighed, leaning her head on his chest. He dropped a quick kiss to the top of her head. "I wish I could too, but for the next few weeks, I think I'll be taking my showers on the cold side," he murmured. "You go relax. I'll keep an ear out for William." When she got in the bathroom, it didn't surprise her at all to find her favorite bubble bath sitting on the edge of the tub. Her brand of shampoo was in the shower caddy. She could see the hand of Mulder in the small touches. The tears were totally unexpected. The minute she lowered herself into the fragrant bubbles her shoulders heaved with sobs too long repressed. The tears mixed with the bubbles and the steam from the water, cleansing her heart as she sat perfectly still in the warmth. How long had she been cold? Since the call had come from Kersh, she was certain of it. But now, with Mulder just outside the door and William asleep in a crib picked out by his most loving Dutch Uncles, she could let all her emotions catch up with her and finally find release. Mulder regarded her carefully as she stepped out of the bathroom in her towel. He quickly enfolded her in a big fluffy robe. "The guys thought of everything," she said, clearing the last of her tears from her throat. "Are you feeling better?" he asked, engulfing her in a hug and swaying softly with her, a dance both of them knew by heart. "Yes." She looked up into his eyes and smiled. "But you knew that," she smirked. "I knew you needed some downtime. And I know all of this is pretty -- " "Overwhelming, at moments," she conceded. "Mulder, what now? Do we run for the rest of our lives? What kind of life are we going to give our son?" He loosened his hold on her and allowed her to step back. "We need to talk about that, all of it, but not now. We're both exhausted and the little guy will be hungry in just an hour or so." He tugged at her hand. "C'mon. You go to bed, get some sleep. I'm going to do some surfing on the net for a while. When I hear him, I'll bring him in to you." She followed his lead into their bedroom. He pulled back the covers, gently pulled the robe off her arms as she struggled to shimmy out of it. Her silk pajamas were lying on the bed and she self- consciously tugged them on over her nursing bra and maternity panties. She hadn't dressed in front of Mulder since William's birth. She felt like she was still the size of a whale. "You're so beautiful," he whispered, stepping forward and kissing her. "Oh, Scully, I want you to know how grateful I am. Grateful that you came all this way to be with me." "Grateful?" she replied. "Mulder, I'm where I want to be," she assured him. "This isn't a favor for a friend. You and William are my life. I know how lost I was without you. I don't ever want to feel that way again." "I know," he murmured, pulling her close. "That's why I'm grateful. Because I never want to be without the two of you, either." He kissed her again, tenderly and then waited until she was lying down to pull the covers up and tuck her in. "I'll be right in the next room, if you need me for anything. Get some rest." Near the Nolichucky River North Carolina 7:03 am Mulder disabled the security system and went in through the sliding glass door into the family room. He was so intent on being silent that he jumped in surprise when Scully greeted him with a "nice run?" He wiped his face on the tail of his gray tee shirt before kneeling down next to where she sat on one of the room's two recliners. William was at her breast. He gently ran his hand over the baby's head and smiled. "Yeah. Great one. There's a really nice path through the forest. I think it's a deer run or something." "I woke up and you were gone," she said flatly, one eyebrow cocked and loaded in accusation. "Sorry. I did leave you a note. But I tacked it to the refrigerator door. Next time I'll leave it on the bathroom mirror." "It's OK. I panicked for all of 30 seconds and then noticed your running shoes were missing from the bedroom floor. I once worked for the FBI, you know," she smirked. "Really? Did they have a decent 401K?" he shot back and leaned up to kiss her. "I, on the other hand, have had quite a bit of time on my hands recently and have found myself addicted to the Food Network. Is there anything your little heart desires for breakfast?" "Surprise me, servant," she said haughtily. "Right after you bathe," she added. He sniffed under his arm and nodded in nonchalance. "Oh, all right, if you insist." With another kiss to William's peach fuzzed head, he rose stiffly and made off to the bathroom. "Mulder, we're going to need supplies at some point," she called out to him. "Milk . . . diapers." "I've got it covered. We'll talk at breakfast." He cut her off from further discussion by starting the shower. She gave William a bath after Mulder vacated the shower. By the time she had him in fresh diaper and sleeper, he was out for the count. She put him in the crib in the nursery and double-checked the monitor before heading up the steps to the first floor of the cabin. Wonderful smells met her halfway up the stairs. She detected bacon and coffee and something that smelled like . . . waffles? With just a hint of cinnamon and vanilla. "OK, where is my partner and what have you done with him?" she asked, picking up the glass of orange juice -- fresh squeezed she noticed, and sipping delicately. "Hey, I'm in touch with my inner Emeril," he shot back over his shoulder. "Grab your plate, you get first waffle." He used a fork to pry the pastry off the waffle iron and deposited it on her plate. "Do you want eggs -- I can do over easy now." She grinned and shook her head. "Mulder, I'll admit I'm still eating for two, but not two platoons. This is plenty." "How else are we going to raise a future starting forward for Princeton?" he inquired, pouring batter into the iron and closing the lid. "Go ahead, before it gets cold. Mine will be done in a jiffy." "This is excellent, Mulder. The waffles are -- is that pumpkin I taste?" "A little. Don't get too impressed, it's a mix. I think the guys ordered it from William-Sonoma. It's something like 9 bucks a canister so I cut it with regular pancake mix. It turned out all right?" "Why didn't I know you could cook?" she asked, glaring at him over a forkful of waffle. "Because I didn't know I could?" he replied with a shrug. "Never seemed time between the fluke men and the liver eating mutants. Not to mention the endless search . . . " He ducked his head, cutting off that line of reasoning. She'd forgotten that he'd just come to terms with Samantha's fate when he was taken. For her, the ache of never achieving their long sought goal was much softer, replaced by a deeper pain that had found healing in his return. "Well, you should do it more often, if dinner last night and breakfast this morning are any indication." "Are you trying to turn me into a house husband, Scully? Because I can go sit in my underwear and watch ESPN on the sofa if you want," he warned. She smirked at him and finished her meal. She smiled when she saw the tag on her teabag -- green tea, decaf. He'd thought of everything, but she would have killed for a cup of the coffee he was sipping. Finally pushing her plate away, she groaned. "That was just what I needed," she said. "Now, enlighten me. How do we 'cover' grocery runs?" "Internet," he mumbled around a mouthful of waffle. "We click on the items we want, they deliver it within 24 hours. Kinda cool, actually." She nodded, but her expression was guarded, wary. "So we don't leave here -- ever?" He shoved the last bite in his mouth and took a slug of coffee to wash it down. "What do you think? Do you think they're going to be looking for a red- haired woman with an infant and a dark haired guy who looks unemployed? What do you think we should do?" She frowned at him. "I don't know, Mulder. I guess I haven't thought about any of this past getting the hell out of DC and making sure we found you," she answered, irritation in her voice and manner. "How long do you think we can 'hole' up here without causing suspicion? The grocery store delivers, but don't you think someone might find it a little irregular that we don't leave this place -- that we never go into town? If someone came around asking questions, wouldn't someone give us up in a heartbeat?" He reached across the table and grasped her hand. His fingers were slightly sticky from maple syrup, but she didn't pull her hand back. "We're only here to let you recover from William's birth and let him have a breather. Six weeks is standard, right? So we're urban dwellers who waited to have a kid and now we're taking the time to enjoy the little guy. That's not so 'irregular' these days." "OK. I'll give you that," she countered testily. "But William should have a doctor check him over at six weeks. What if he gets sick before then -- what if -- " "Scully, are you playing devil's advocate here or are you really upset about this? Because the first one I can handle, the second one -- means we have some real problems we have to address. Like if you really want to do this or not?" She did pull her hand away and reached for his plate, stacking it with hers and taking them both to the sink where she started running hot water. "Mulder -- I'm here. I'm here with you. I don't know how to convince you that I'm where I want to be. But we have to consider William in this, too." He stood and gathered the syrup and butter from the table, putting things back in order. "I have considered William. I've considered all of us. And yes, there are some things we'll have to work a little harder at. The guys are finding us a place -- somewhere with a baby doctor they trust, and you know how paranoid those three are. Scully, I just need to know -- " She turned off the water and angled herself so that she was facing him. Reaching up, she took hold of the back of his head, drawing him down so that she could kiss him tenderly. "I'm not leaving you. WE aren't leaving you. Ever. Now, I do not want to revisit this conversation at any point in the future. When I ask questions, I'm looking for resolutions. I'm not looking for an escape clause. Are we clear on this?" He returned her kiss and then kissed her nose and her eyes before pulling back and giving her a grin. "The Bureau really missed out when they didn't make you upper management." "I think my management style would have resulted in sexual harassment charges -- at least the ones that work on you," she returned with a wink. "So, let's get these dishes washed up and then I'll make out that grocery list. When William wakes up, you can take us outside and show us around. It looks beautiful -- what I can see from the windows. I need some fresh air." Mulder took his little family on a walk through the woods. Scully held the baby close and they didn't go far. It was breathtakingly beautiful, the sun dancing off the leaves of the tall trees, the hum of insects going about their daily chores as the shadows shortened with the approaching midday. After a short time they made their way back to the cabin. Scully followed Mulder up the stairs and through the French doors to the deck that ran the length of the back of the cabin. She had to smile. Last night, the doors had been opaque black, obsidian slabs shielding them from the forest beyond. Today, the doors opened on a deck running the length of the second story of the house. The railing was high and solid -- the slats very close together so that even a small child could wander in the space without fear. The railing looked new, probably installed as a condition of the sale -- she could still smell the wood. She imagined Frohike insisting on the extra feature, assuming quite by mistake that William would be down on his knees, crawling around at barely a week old. Mulder was standing near a chaise lounge and loveseat arrangement near the far end of the deck. She glanced the other direction and noted a hot tub with interest. Maybe six weeks here wouldn't be so hard to tolerate after all. Mulder sat down, throwing his arm across the back of the loveseat and nodded to the lounge. "Take a load off, Scully. For that matter, can I see my guy for a while?" he asked, reaching for the baby. Emotions overwhelmed her and she fought back tears. The beauty of the surrounding mountains only served as a backdrop to the incredible site of watching Mulder hold their baby in his arms. His face took on a radiance that she'd only seen when he looked at her, but his eyes were fixed on the tiny being he held so gently but firmly. She surrendered to her own tiredness and leaned back in the lounge. It was heaven. They were together. How many nights had she feared even dreaming of such a time? Feared such thoughts because all too soon reality intruded and she was forced once again to face the fact that her love, her life was buried in the cold North Carolina soil. She let her gaze roam the pine trees around her and realized that the same soil that gave them life had given up the part of her it once held. In a way, it had protected him for her. She couldn't hate it any longer. She was grateful. Mulder had William against his chest, murmuring softly into the baby's shell ear. She looked away and allowed a tear to free itself from her lashes with the blink of an eye. She hoped he wouldn't notice, but that was futile. "Scully, I'm sorry -- I . . . I don't know what to do about all this," he said quietly, not wanting to disturb the infant almost asleep. "Tell me what to do?" She smiled and then chuckled, allowing the tears to fall freely at last. "Mulder, you dope. This is . . . well, you better get used to it. If you thought my pregnancy hormones were a bitch, you're in for a wild ride." "You mean -- this is all just . . ." He stared down at his sleeping son. "You caused a hell of a lot of trouble for someone so damned cute," he growled without anger. "Well, like father, like son," she quipped and met his startled look with a raised eyebrow. "Ouch," he replied. "That hurt." "The truth does, sometimes," she assured him. He rolled his eyes, but smiled back at her. She was happy. So happy. She knew that with her hormones still in flux, she would be confusing the hell out of her partner. But just by looking at the love in his face as he smiled down at their son, they would all three survive even her worst mood swings. As the baby slept, he settled back and put his feet on the small glass topped coffee table in front of the loveseat. She snuggled into the soft cushions of the lounge chair and was soon fast asleep. the end . . . until next time |
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Chapter one
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