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Part Two Title: Nothing Else Important Happened Today Author: Vickie Moseley Summary: the second instalment of my personal revision of Season 9. Sequel to Nothing Important Happened. Category: MSR, A Rating: no naughty words, nudity, or spit up. Disclaimer: I'm veering way off course with this one, but frankly, it's what I wish we could have seen. Still, no copyright infringement intended. Archive: yes Warning: anyone who really liked Season 9 would do better finding another story. This one bursts all the bubbles. However, if you hated the last two seasons, you might just find this story to your liking. You have been warned. feedback to me vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com Nothing Else Important Happened by Vickie Moseley One week from the end of Existence John Doggett knocked on the door to Dana Scully's apartment, fearing the worst. He was somewhat relieved when he heard movement inside and made a mental note to not let his imagination get the better of him. When the door opened, however, he was in for a shock. "Mrs. Scully?" he blurted out. The woman before him bore little resemblance to the calm woman he'd met in the hospital during Scully's pregnancy. The woman standing in the doorway looking slightly irritated at his intrusion was red-eyed with tears still staining her cheeks. "Excuse me, do I know you?" she asked tersely. Upon looking at his face again she nodded. "Oh, I'm sorry -- Agent, um, Doggett, isn't it? I'm just . . . what can I do for you?" "Well, I just stopped by . . . I tried to reach Dana by phone and she didn't answer. I wanted to make sure everything was all right," he said, licking his lips. "No. Everything is _not_ all right," Mrs. Scully exclaimed and fresh tears slid from her lashes. "I'm sorry, I'm being rude. Please, come in." She stood aside and let him enter the apartment. It was completely empty. Doggett drew in a harsh breath. "Oh, God." "I talked to her just two days ago. She knew her brothers were coming in for the christening. She said _nothing_ about this," Maggie bit out angrily. Doggett was at a loss. "Did you talk to her neighbors?" "I've only been here a few minutes. I tried to call her, too. I've left several messages. Her phone and answering machine are still connected. But there is nothing else here." "I'll go down and check with the manager. We'll get to the bottom of this," Doggett said, laying a reassuring hand on Maggie's shoulder. "Don't you worry. We'll find her and the baby." Maggie nodded tearfully. "I'm going to call her brothers. They'll want to be here." He didn't bother with the elevator, choosing to take the stairs two at a time, berating himself the entire distance. He knew she was acting suspicious when they last talked. Mulder. That had to be it. She went after Mulder. But that was insane! She had a newborn to think about. This was a scenario that the brightest minds had never considered -- her taking off with her lover, even at the risk of their baby. He thought he'd made headway in the arena. After Mulder's little 'Easter Sunday' the two former partners had been inseparable. But then Mulder had pissed Scully off by following a lead and breaking into a government facility, much to Doggett's delight, and the 'man from the dead' had gone back to his own apartment to lick his wounds. After the incident on the oil rig and his departure from the Bureau, it had all seemed to being back on track. Sure, Mulder had hung around her a lot afterwards. Still, as Scully said her goodbyes as she left for maternity leave, Doggett had sensed a longing in her that Mulder didn't seem able to fill. Mulder was slowly being moved out of the picture, leaving a nice void and John Doggett knew just how to rectify the problem. Time, all he needed was time -- and Mulder out of the picture. That was supposedly in the works. Ah, but the best laid plans of mice and men . . . Before opening the door that led to the first floor, he pulled out his cell phone and punched in a few numbers. He had to wait for the line to be picked up and as always, there was no voice to answer him. He was pretty sure it was just a machine, taking messages that were picked up regularly. "This is Doggett. Scully's gone, she's taken the baby. The plan has gone to shit. Repeat: it's all a cluster-fuck. I need instructions and I need them now! I'll be waiting." Upstairs in Scully's old apartment, Maggie roamed the empty rooms searching. When the thought finally hit her, she almost smacked herself for her stupidity. She hurried into the kitchen and looked in the cupboard above the sink. There she found a white envelope addressed to simply 'Mom'. She scanned the few lines and bit her lip. There was no real information, just words of comfort. What was most important was the entreaty not to tell anyone. To just let go. It was heartbreaking, but Maggie understood -- and remembered. It had been a night not long after Fox had gone missing. Dana had come to her, as she had many, many years before -- bedraggled and desolate. They sat at the kitchen table, two women missing their other halves -- Maggie for more years than she wanted to count, Dana for just weeks. At the time Maggie realized the best counsel she could give her daughter was an open mind and a listening ear. That night Dana told Maggie some of what she'd only suspected. That was the night that Dana had admitted to her pregnancy. She refused to identify the father, but she didn't need to speak the words for Maggie to know the truth. Just one look in her daughter's forsaken eyes told her what she needed to know. After many tears Dana had sworn that she would never leave without telling her mother. That if no word was left, to take it to mean the worst and not spend years wondering. She'd even devised a method of conveying information -- a note, more than likely written in haste, left only for her mother in the kitchen cabinets. The very note Maggie now held in her trembling hands. Maggie heard footsteps and jammed the paper into her jacket pocket. She schooled her expression and turned to see Agent Doggett had come back from talking with the manager. "He says she's paid through the end of her lease. That the movers came yesterday afternoon," Doggett said angrily. "Yes, I can see that. Did he speak with the movers? Was there a destination for the furniture?" "Yeah," Doggett said with disgust. "St. Martin de Porres Center, in Baltimore. Apparently it's a resale -- " "I'm familiar with it, Agent Doggett. I take all my old clothes there," Maggie said with a tight smile. "Agent Doggett, it appears that Dana wasn't kidnapped. She left on her own." "I don't know, Mrs. Scully. I think this is all too pat. I don't think she left of her own will. Or at least I don't think she had all the information she needed to make a good decision." Maggie itched to show him the letter in her pocket, but years of seeing Dana's paranoia had affected her, too. "Agent Doggett. We need to let this be. No good can come from trying to find them." "How can you say that, Mrs. Scully? How can you think running off with a newborn is a good idea? What about that baby?" He stopped suddenly, realizing that he might have overstepped his bounds. "Forgive me. I had a son -- I would protect him with my life if I could have him back. I just can't understand why she would risk William's safety because Mulder fed her a pack of nonsense. But then, I don't know the whole story." Maggie felt his eyes on her and her hand tightened around the letter before she moved her hand from her pocket -- empty. "I really don't think any of us know the whole story, Agent Doggett. But I can tell you this: Dana prayed and prayed for that baby. She would move heaven and earth to keep him safe. And I've always trusted my daughter's judgment. I'm not about to second-guess her at this point. Now, she obviously left in a hurry, for whatever reason. That reason is hers and hers alone. If we respect Dana at all, we just have to leave it at that." "Even if she's put herself in danger? Even if the man she's following isn't the man she believes him to be?" His voice was stern, his expression, deadly. "I don't know what you mean," Maggie replied, shaken. "I mean -- no one knows where Fox Mulder was for three months. When he was returned, he was clinically dead -- dead enough for your daughter to sign his death certificate. I agree that your daughter is a good judge of character, but what does that say about the person she's with? To me, it raises a whole lot of questions." "You think Fox . . . that it wasn't really Fox you pulled out of that grave? That it was . . . someone else?" Maggie asked, shaking her head. "There are people out to harm your daughter, Mrs. Scully. You know that as well as I do. I'm just being suspicious of everyone right now. Your daughter told me something when we were first partnered -- trust no one. I think that would extend to anyone who supposedly came back from the dead." Maggie blanched at his words. "I have to go. My sons are at home and I need to tell them about Dana." "I don't plan on letting this thing drop, Mrs. Scully. I believe Dana is in danger, whether she knows it or not." Maggie walked past him and had her hand on the door. She turned to face him. "I can't stop you, Agent Doggett. But I won't help you, either. I see no reason for us to meet again." Once in her car, Maggie withdrew the crumpled paper from her pocket. She read it again, especially the last line. "I know you'll be lighting a candle for us at daily Mass." She closed her eyes and tore the letter into tiny pieces, scattering them a few pieces at a time at every stop sign and stoplight as she made her way back to Baltimore. Day four in North Carolina Scully awoke slowly, luxuriating in the soft cotton sheets and the faint smell of coffee. She smiled as she thought of how thoroughly Mulder was spoiling her. She rolled over and looked at the bedside clock, noticing at the same time that she had that heavy feeling in her breasts that meant someone should be calling out his hunger. She flipped off the covers in search of her men. The bassinet was empty, which didn't surprise her. Mulder had taken to enlisting William's 'assistance' in his morning rituals. Actually, Mulder was usually up by the time William started to stir. For some reason the baby didn't seem overly upset at waiting a little while for breakfast, as long as he was near his father. The last couple of mornings, Mulder would change William's diaper in the nursery and dress the baby in a fresh layette. The two would sneak upstairs and start coffee, Mulder doing most of the work. Then they would sneak back down stairs and Mulder explained when questioned that he was teaching their two-week-old child how to use the internet. Scully pondered aloud if it was wise to subject their son to some of the sites his father used to frequent, but Mulder assured her they were catching up on current events. He would show William those 'other' sites when he was old enough to enjoy them - - at college. When she found the family room where the computer was located empty, she began to wonder what was going on. She padded up the steps, almost afraid she would find the main floor deserted, too. It was, but the door to the deck was cracked open and she saw her partner slowly pacing the length near the railing. He turned when he heard the door opening and she saw their son cradled in his arms. "Hey," she called out, stepping outside with them. "What are my early birds doing out here?" "Morning," Mulder replied in that soft voice he'd perfected in the last four days. "We started our classes in nature lovin' and tree huggin' today." She reached up and gave Mulder a kiss on his stubbled cheek, then eased the baby out of his arms. William immediately started rooting at her nightgown. It was warm on the deck, so she settled in the loveseat and started to nurse him. "Mulder, you are not, nor have you ever been a 'nature lovin' tree hugger'," she accused. "Oh, ye of little knowledge and short memory. I told you my dad and I were Indian Guides. Just because we were huggin' sea oats and the occasional scrub pine does not completely undermine the experience." "May I just point out the many 'experiences' we've shared in the great out of doors," she countered, one eyebrow cocked in amusement. "Timber country in Washington State, the great Apalachicola National Forest in Florida, oh, and we can't forget the desert outside Farmington, New Mexico -- " "Those were cases, Scully. Cases don't count," he shot back, leaning against the railing. He took in a deep breath and went back to admiring the scenery. "It's beautiful here, isn't it?" She nodded readily. "Perfect. Quiet, peaceful. Perfect. Mom would love this place -- " She caught herself abruptly. "She's not dead, Scully. She's still alive. We're still alive. We'll get word to her." "It's too dangerous, Mulder," she sighed, rubbing William's head. "I'll find a way," he told her. "I'm going in to make breakfast. Then maybe we need to sit down and start doing some long range planning." She grimaced but nodded. As he left, she stared out into the bright morning sunshine and allowed a single tear to moisten her cheek. FBI Headquarters Washington DC same day Doggett sat stiffly outside Skinner's office. Skinner's assistant glanced over at the agent from time to time and shrugged. Finally, Skinner stuck his head out the door. "Agent Doggett. I can see you now." The Assistant Director stepped back to his desk and Doggett followed him, standing instead of taking one of the two chairs. Skinner settled in his seat and looked up at Doggett. "What did you want to see me about?" "Mulder is missing, Scully has moved out of her apartment -- she's taken the baby and her mother doesn't even know where she's gone. I wanted to know if you know anything about this, sir?" Skinner regarded Doggett carefully and then shook his head. "John, I don't know what to tell you. I haven't heard from Agent Scully since I stopped by to see her and the baby at the hospital. As far as I know she's on Family Leave and will remain on that status for at least two months. As for Mulder, he no longer works for the FBI, as you are well aware. Where he goes is none of our concern." "I think he's coerced her into running off with him," Doggett blurted out. "I think he's leading her into danger." Skinner rose and took a step closer, putting his hand on Doggett's shoulder. "John, I know you've had feelings for Scully . . . " "This isn't about my feelings, sir! This is about her well-being and the safety of her baby!" Skinner dropped his hand and sighed. "Why would you think they aren't safe?" "I went looking for Mulder a few days ago. He was gone. His apartment was cleared out. I went over to Scully's immediately, thinking she might have gone too. But at the time she was still there. She told me Mulder left because they'd been told he was in danger. When I called her yesterday I didn't get an answer. I went by there last night and found her mother. Scully's apartment was cleared out. All the furnishings had been donated to charity. Her manager said she left no forwarding address. I think she's with him and that puts her in danger!" Skinner nodded. "Then we have to respect that. John, I know it's hard, believe me -- " "This isn't a schoolboy crush, goddamnit! I'm worried about her and that baby, even if Mulder isn't!" The Assistant Director's expression hardened. "Agent Doggett, unless Mrs. Scully or some member of the Scully family reports her as missing, we have to assume that no foul play is involved. The very fact that her furniture was moved out and her apartment manager notified tells me this was Scully's own doing. She is an adult and if she wants to disappear, that is her prerogative and her business. Drop this inquiry immediately. It is not a Bureau matter." "Was it a Bureau matter to hide her in Georgia for her to give birth to that baby?" Doggett shot back. "Agent Doggett, I will let that slide because I know the stress we've all been under recently. But I know Scully. I've known her for far longer than you have. I trust her judgment. I suggest you do the same. Now, unless you have something that is under the jurisdiction of the Bureau to discuss, I think we are finished. Please make sure to close the door behind you on your way out." Doggett stormed out of the office and was halfway to the elevator when his cell phone rang. Angrily he pulled it out of his pocket and answered. He closed his eyes when he heard Monica's voice. Cover, he had to keep his cover. It would take time, but eventually he would find Scully -- and deal with Mulder once and for all. But now, he had to proceed with his other assignment, work on the X files. "Yes, Monica, what have you got?" By the time the elevator doors opened, John Doggett was off on another X files case. Finding Dana Scully would have to wait another day. St. Clare Catholic Church Baltimore, MD Two days later Maggie Scully walked back from the altar after communion, silently praying. As she slid into the pew, she noticed a Franciscan monk was now seated behind her, reading his Office. She nodded once to the man and went back to her prayers. When the Mass ended and the priest left the altar, she rose to go but a hand stopped her. "Mrs. Scully. Just a moment of your time," whispered the monk. "Go light a candle under the statue of St. Patrick," he added and nodded again. Something about him seemed familiar and she sensed no danger in his posture or his words. Quietly she made her way around the pews to the small side chapel where a statute of St. Patrick stood surrounded by votive candles. Dropping a dollar in the black metal collection box, she lit one of the candles. The monk joined her. "My name is John Byers. I'm a friend of Dana and Mulder's. I have news." Maggie swallowed hard and then glanced over at the strange man. She recognized him now -- he had come to Dana's apartment with two other men one night after William was born. "How is she? Are they safe?" she pleaded. Reaching into his long brown sleeve, Byers pulled out a folded sheet of copy paper. "They are safe. They're together. I'll get word to you as often as I can," he vowed. He stood up and put a hand on her shoulder. "You can't tell anyone," he warned. "Not even your sons." With tears in her eyes, she nodded. "I understand. Thank you, John. Thank you so much." Byers smiled. "It might not be me next time. Do you remember my friends?" "Yes," she told him with a watery smile. "I remember." "Good. Have a good day, Mrs. Scully." She didn't see him leave; she was too intent on memorizing the paper in her hand. It was Dana, holding William. The baby had grown, even in the short time since she'd seen him last. Dana looked relaxed, happy, as she held her baby boy. Fox had his arm around both of them, but he was a little blurred in the picture. He must have set a timer on the camera so that they would all be in the frame. They looked wonderful. She couldn't see much of the background -- they were outdoors, on a porch perhaps? She ran her finger over her daughter's face and then smiled as she did the same to her grandson, committing each feature to memory. With a sigh of resignation, she held the corner of the paper over the flame of the candle she'd just lit and watched as the paper burned until nothing remained but a thimble full of brown ash. Crossing herself, she stepped away from the little chapel and out of the church into the bright morning sunshine. Office of the Lone Gun Men two weeks past the Existence kiss . . . When the door alarm sounded, Frohike shot a look at the surveillance monitor. He wasn't at all surprised to see the person standing on their doorstep. "It's Doggett," he said, rising to answer the hammering blows to their metal door. "What took him so long?" Langly asked, never looking up from his computer screen. "Frohike, wait," Byers called out. When the shortest member of the trio stopped and turned expectantly, Byers licked his lips, trying to think of how to phrase his concerns. "We have to be careful," he finally choked out. "Careful? Why? It's Doggett!" Langly said with a sneer. "I know, I know, but really -- what do we know about him?" Byers asked anxiously. "Well, we know everything we dug up when he first pissed off Scully back 10 months ago," Langly answered, hitting a few keystrokes and pulling up a rather large file. "And you know as well as I do that we could have created a cover just as airtight -- that we've done so on several occasions," the trim man shot back. "What are you saying, Byers. Spit it out!" Frohike demanded. "I just don't want to give away too much information to him, that's all. Mulder said we have to keep this to ourselves. I know Doggett, he'll try to find out where they are -- that's a given. But why is he coming to us now? They've been gone two weeks already." "Yeah, that is kinda strange," Langly agreed. "So, we don't tell him anything he can use," Frohike agreed, rolling his eyes. "Now, can I answer the door before he breaks his fist?" Doggett looked a little on the harried side. He pushed past Frohike and stormed into the office. "I need to find Mulder, it's important!" he said without greeting. Byers looked over at Langly. "We don't know how to do that," he answered cautiously. "C'mon. I could tell it was your work. Having Scully's furniture sent to her mother's favorite charity was a nice touch, by the way," he said with a tilt of his head. "But I need to find them. Their lives are in danger." Frohike looked at the others. "What do you mean?" he asked, crossing his arms. "Kersh wants Mulder dead. He's wanted him dead since he was taken a year ago. He thought he had his way when we buried him. Digging him up and having him come around so publicly made it hard for Kersh to make his move. But now -- he's out to get him, again. He's going to use all the resources of the Bureau to find him, and then some." Langly looked nervously at his two friends, but Byers held Doggett's gaze. "Are you saying that Kersh is involved in the conspiracy?" the tidy man asked. "Yes! Hell, yes! Ok, I admit I didn't believe all that alien crap before, but something is goin' on -- I saw it on that oilrig. Kersh is neck deep in it. Now, he's not going to stop until he finds Mulder, and if Scully and the baby are around -- I don't think he'll care if they get cut down for standing in his way." He stared at each man. "If you know where they are, you need to tell me." "We don't know," Byers said evenly. "We helped them get out, that much is true. But we have no way of finding them now." "How are they getting money? I know Mulder would make sure they were able to access his funds," Doggett countered. Langly blanched and scowled. "What do you know about Mulder's funds?" he demanded. "Guys, guys, we're all on the same side!" Doggett exclaimed throwing his hands in the air. "Mulder told me himself he's got a nice little nest egg." "Well, then, you know that it's hidden in several different accounts across the country," Byers lied calmly with a tilt of his head. "They could be anywhere now. They probably aren't even in the States anymore." "I suppose they all had passports -- what names were used?" "We had several available, including the most common names in several nationalities. It would be impossible to trace all of them," Frohike said with a shrug. He'd caught Byers' lie and added more fuel to it. Doggett sighed deeply. "Damn. All right. Well, if you do hear from them, tell them to get in touch with me as soon as possible. I want to help them, but I can't if they keep me in the dark." As soon as the door shut, Frohike was throwing all the locks. He found his two friends at the kitchen table. "Well, that was interesting," he said glumly. "I have a really bad feeling about this," Byers said with a shake of his head. "Hey, he saved Scully's life, at least, it seemed that's what he was doing," Langly interjected. "He has the hots for her, Blondie," Frohike growled. "Did you see the way he looked at her during the funeral? Mulder's coffin wasn't even covered and he was already sniffing around!" "But he did help get her out of town to have the baby -- " Langly tried again. His heart wasn't in it, but he still felt the need to play Devil's Advocate -- or in this case, Doggett's advocate. "He had Reyes take her to a ghost town! She gave birth in a damned hell hole," Frohike hissed. "And what about all the creepie-crawlies that showed up? He didn't even tell Mulder where he could find her. That doesn't sound like a Knight in Shining Armor to me." "He could be right, you know. Kersh has had it out for Mulder for a long time. Remember what they went through when they reported directly to Kersh?" Byers said thoughtfully. "So he's using an easy lie to cover up his real reasons," Frohike countered. "It's natural to blame this on Kersh -- he's the most likely suspect. But that doesn't mean we should tell Doggett where he can find Mulder and Scully." "It's the baby," Langly said suddenly, his eyes glowing with revelation. "They want the baby!" "With Mulder's repeated exposure to the black cancer, not to mention Scully's exposure and branched DNA -- William could be the only human born with a natural immunity to the alien virus," Byers jumped in quickly. "So it's not Mulder he's worried about," Frohike said with a grim expression. "It's the baby." "And Scully," Langly said with a nod. "You're absolutely right about the fact that he had it bad for Scully. Maybe that's his reward if he finds them." "Finds them and kills Mulder -- and former G- man'll be dead for good this time," Frohike concluded. "We have to get word to them. They need to be extra careful." "William is only two weeks old -- Scully shouldn't be traveling again so soon," Byers objected. Frohike sighed. "We have to let them decide that. Mulder isn't stupid -- he'll do the right thing. He's there, we aren't. But we have to let him know what's going down. Otherwise, they're just as much sitting ducks there as they were here. But first we need to do a little background search ourselves -- see if Kersh really is the problem." "Think Skinner would like some Philly cheesesteaks?" Langly asked with a shrug. "Let's make it tonight," Byers said with a nod. "I'll go make the call." The other two men sat silent, each lost in his thoughts and prayers for the little family. Offices of the Lone Gunmen Walter Skinner still wasn't comfortable in the little rat hole occupied by the three conspiracy theorists, but he'd stopped caring if anyone saw him walk into the building. He figured that bridge had been burned behind him long ago. Knocking on the door was an affair to remember. He knew they had security cameras hidden in the dilapidated guttering. He also knew they had more locks on their door than a middle-aged spinster. So he waited patiently, heard the tumblers whir and click, heard the deadbolt release and finally the chain rattle. Shouldn't be long now, he mused in resentful amusement. Finally the door swung open and the ring leader, Frohike, stuck his head out into the dark night. "Anybody follow you?" Frohike barked as he pulled Skinner into the 'inner sanctum' of too much electronics and the faint aroma of chipotle. "Just George Tenet, but I think I lost him on the bridge," Skinner deadpanned. "What do you three want?" The other two looked to their shorter companion. "We think something's going on and we need your help." "Does this have something to do with Mulder and Scully both cleaning out their apartments and leaving with no explanation?" "Yeah, but let's eat and talk," Frohike said. Over beers and cheese steak sandwiches, Skinner listened as Frohike told him about the recent meeting with Doggett. "So, do you have a way to contact them?" he asked pointedly after the discussion turned to what to do. Frohike looked around the table. Langly shrugged. Byers' expression remained closed. "That's a matter of opinion," Frohike finally hedged. Skinner sighed. He really didn't want to get into this. If Mulder had disappeared, and according to the manager at his condo that was the case, he did it with good reason. If he took Scully and the baby -- well, that was natural, too. They were a family, regardless of what anyone else thought on the matter. But if he'd left and not informed Skinner of their plans, something was definitely up and they were playing their hand very close to the chest. The only people Mulder had ever trusted, besides Scully, were sitting before him at a battered up Formica table chugging down Sam Adams light and looking at him expectantly. "Doggett came to me yesterday very upset. He thinks Mulder is leading Scully and the baby into danger. He didn't mention the Kersh connection at the time." "You were in the FBI headquarters. He probably figured your office was bugged," Langly said casually. Skinner nodded and then looked away. "He has . . . well, he hardly made his feelings for Scully a secret," the AD said with a shrug. "So, do you think Kersh is out to get Mulder at all costs? Is that why they ran?" Byers asked. "I don't know. I can do some checking. If it appears that Kersh is expending Bureau resources to find them, they should be made aware of what they're up against," he said, looking pointedly at the three men in turn. "Maybe they can be convinced to leave the country." "Let us know what you dig up," Frohike said, rising to clear the table. "Byers, why don't you see AD Skinner to the door." North Carolina mid afternoon William was sleeping, Dana was dozing on the chaise on the deck and Mulder was searching the internet. One of his more obscure email addresses came up with a message that hadn't automatically been delegated to the spam folder. Palomar Observatory was the subject line. He clicked on it. The message was lengthy, longer than they had agreed, but the information was vital. He sat there for several minutes, rereading the message, trying to find some hole he could poke in their logic. It was upsetting, to say the least. The deception ran deep and dark, suddenly clouding everything that had taken place in the last year. He heaved a sigh and quickly jotted down a reply -- message received -- and printed out the message before shutting down the computer. The hardest part, aside from his own anger and dismay, was yet to come. Now he had to convince Scully. He was making a light dinner when she woke up from her nap on the deck. A serious case of bed head and bleary eyes spoke of her need for rest, even though she'd been doing very little of the housework except for taking care of the baby. He cringed as she patted his arm and whispered a hoarse "takin' a shower" before heading down the stairs. This was going to kill her. No, she was much stronger than that. It would make her angry. She'd want to get to the bottom of this, want to fight it against all odds. She wasn't going to listen to reason at first -- she would want to charge off into the night. The last thing she would want to do would be run again. He closed his eyes, pulling on all his inner resources to word this problem correctly so that they didn't waste time trying to find the same page. Time was of the essence. "William's still sleeping?" she asked, as she came back up the stairs, her damp hair hanging in loose curls. He had to remember to tell her he loved her longer hair sometime. "Uh, yeah. I gave him a bottle about an hour ago and he went right back down. He seemed to take it pretty well, considering he doesn't get the same view from me," Mulder replied, forcing a light tone to his voice that he didn't feel. "Men," she muttered and rolled her eyes. "I am his mother you know," she tossed out as she dug through the refrigerator for the left over salad from lunch. "Let's eat," he said, nodding toward the table. After the sandwiches and salad were cleared and the dishes in the dishwasher, Mulder took her hand and led her back out on the deck. "I spent the whole day here," she smiled looking out over the landscape of trees and clouds. "I need to talk to you and I just thought this was a good place," he admitted. "Hang on a minute, I need to get something." He hurried back in the cabin and retrieved the printed copy of the message he'd received from Frohike earlier. He went back out to her and handed it to her without a word. She scanned the note and then looked at him. She read the note again but she was immediately shaking her head. "Mulder, these are lies. All lies." She tossed the paper on the coffee table and stood up, her back to him. "I can't believe you did this. I thought you understood. Why do I have to keep reassuring you?" It was definitely not the reaction he'd worried about, but it seemed to him to be even worse. "Scully, what are you talking about?" She turned to face him and leaned against the railing, her arms crossed. "Doggett. You've been insanely jealous of him since -- since you came back to me, Mulder. And I don't know what do to about it. But dragging the guys in on it -- that's just low!" "Whoa, there, just a minute," he retorted, rising from the loveseat and walking over next to her at the railing. "I didn't 'drag' anybody into this. I haven't communicated with the guys since we got here. This was something _they_ found out and felt it was important enough to risk contacting us. And to be perfectly honest, I agree." She glared at him and then at the paper ruffling on the table with the slight breeze. "You honestly believe that John Doggett is working for the conspiracy -- for the same men who took me and later gave me cancer?" she asked, her voice low and angry. "Mulder, they died at El Rico. I autopsied their bodies. This is absurd!" "Cancerman didn't die there, Scully -- we know that for a fact. But more to the point -- how much do you really know about Doggett before he came on board the Bureau's 'supposed' search for me? It's my understanding that he tried to convince you I was sleeping my way through the support staff!" "He was trying to trip me up. He thought he could get information on you that way," she said with a shake of her head. "I was a kidnap victim at the time, at least as far as the Bureau was concerned. Shouldn't they have been looking into the people who took me?" "You weren't taken by people, Mulder. Or are we changing THAT story, too?" He was getting angry and he didn't want to be angry. There wasn't time to be angry so he forced himself to calm down. "Scully, please listen to me." "Not if it's more lies, Mulder. I will not stand here and degrade a man who isn't present to defend himself." She stormed off into the cabin, leaving him on the deck alone. He followed hot on her heels, latching onto her arm. "Scully, please, you have to listen." The look on her face was hard as rock. "Like you listened to me about Diana?" she spat out. "Diana? What does Diana . . . " It dawned on him what she was talking about -- the events leading up to El Rico and the dead bodies. "Scully, when you came to me with the information about Diana in Europe and the MUFON members, yeah, I was an asshole. I didn't want to believe it was true. But I went immediately to search her apartment to see if you might have been right." "Oh, you thought she'd just write all that up in a journal she kept on her nightstand?" Scully sneered. "I found nothing to support your claim, that's true. And then Cancerman showed up -- " "At her apartment -- with the excuse that he was looking for his son. And you believed him. Mulder how blind can you be? He wasn't there looking for Jeffrey, he was there to meet Diana! So he sold you a bill of goods about colonization coming that night. You not only believed her, you believed _him_ over me!" "Scully, it wasn't like that. I didn't believe her over you, or him over you for that matter. But I couldn't believe she would betray me . . . " He stopped abruptly and closed his eyes. "You did have feelings for Doggett. Not at first, maybe you didn't even realize it." He dropped to the futon, shaken. Scully, however, was not willing to concede his point. "Don't you dare psychoanalyze me, you son of a bitch," she growled. "Not when you're in such need of it yourself!" "Scully, I don't want to fight. There isn't time for this," he said, heartbroken that the argument had taken such a hurtful turn -- that the message had even resulted in an argument. "Maybe it isn't me that wants to run away, Mulder. Maybe it's you." She turned on her heel and stomped off to the stairs to go down to their bedroom where she slammed the door shut hard enough to shake the cabin. He stood there for a moment, grasping for any reasonable line of thought that would make her see. Realizing she wasn't going to listen to reason, he walked slowly into the cabin and sunk down onto the futon. Were they this screwed up? The last year, his abduction and burial -- it had caused a fissure to grow. Scully had buried him, had she moved on in three short months? Was it that easy for her to let him go? He'd clung to the hope of finding Samantha for the span of two decades and more. He let his head drop to the back of the cushion and closed his eyes. He was still there an hour later when he heard the stairs to the first floor creak. Slowly, he raised his head and opened his eyes. She was red-eyed, standing before him. "Hi," he said quietly. "Is this seat taken?" she asked, nodding to the place next to him on the futon. "I must warn you, I seem to have a repelling effect tonight," he quipped, patting the cushion. "That's OK, I seem to be pretty good at pushing people away, too." She sank down and hesitantly snuggled closer to him. He immediately wrapped his arm around her shoulders, drawing her close. "I'm sorry," they said in unison. She smiled at him and ducked her head. He placed his chin on her crown. "What just happened, Scully? I'm really confused at the moment." "I think . . . I think we're dealing with things we haven't even begun to realize we need to deal with," she said and then chuckled. "Not to mention -- " "Hormones are a bitch?" he offered lightly. He was relieved at her soft chuckle. "Boy, if you weren't confused about our relationship before . . . " she sighed. "No, I think I understand. And for the record -- I did not believe Diana over you -- ever. I'm sorry, more sorry than I could ever say if I gave you that impression. I just . . . it was just so hard for me to believe that she was . . . that she would betray me . . . " She took his hand and kissed the knuckles before twining their fingers and placing their joined hands on her lap. "Mulder, please. I know that. I do. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I thought -- " "But in a lot of ways, Scully, the analogy works," he interrupted. When she balked, he kissed her forehead, silencing her. "Hear me out. I didn't want to believe that Diana would betray me. Not because I was still in love with her -- but because I had been in love with her long ago. I couldn't believe that the woman she had been would turn and do something so -- so incredibly evil to someone she'd said she loved." He was quiet for a moment, letting his words soak in. "And I think maybe you're experiencing that same disbelief," he added in a rough whisper. "Mulder, I do not, nor have I ever loved John D--" He stopped her with a finger to her lips. "I'm not talking love, Scully. You placed your trust in him." At her emphatic disavowal, shaking her head with tears in her eyes, he continued. "Scully, you had to trust him. He was your only hope of finding me." She was crying in earnest now, clinging to him as her emotions battered them both. "I didn't at first. I didn't trust him at all. He lied to me; he said horrible things about you. He tried to make me think you were doing things behind my back -- " "What things?" he murmured into her hair. "Your . . . Mulder, your brain! I saw the medical records, the trips to North Carolina, the tombstone with your name and the year 2000 -- " He gave her a perplexed look. "Scully, what are you talking about? What medical records? As for the trips to Raleigh, Mom wanted to be buried there, it was in her will. I made arrangements for her stone, and then I decided to add one with Sam's name. I was considering bringing Dad down too but I decided to simply put second stone with Sam's name in the Boston cemetery instead. Are you talking about that?" She pushed away from him, sitting up straight. "Mulder, tell me the truth -- did you or did you not come to find out that you had a neurological abnormality that was killing you -- that you had only a few short months to live?" He looked at her in shock. "What?" "I saw the medical charts. I saw the progression of the disease!" "Scully, when I was in Asheville Medical Center, didn't they have to do a CT scan to determine if all the deep suction had damaged my vocal chords?" he asked with an eyebrow raised in suspicion. "Yes, of course -- they did a full head and neck . . . Oh my God!" He smiled as her hand flew up to cover her astonishment. "I forgot about those scans! We had a complete set of scans done and it was for soft tissue. The charts I got from Doggett showed a mass that would have been impossible to miss in Asheville!" He sighed in relief. Maybe she was finally getting it. "And this tombstone? What tombstone? Mom's marker was just with her name on it and then I ordered one for Sam, but Mom's was placed before I went to Oregon." She was glaring off into space, growing indignant at the way she'd been played. "It was a large stone, with your whole family listed. You were last -- 1961 to 2000." She stood up, pacing the room. "The car rental receipts -- I never really looked at them. When was there a weekend after we came back from Asheville that we weren't together?" "After Asheville, none of them. Before Asheville -- there was the one when _you_ took off," he said pointedly. "Let's not get into that now, shall we?" she asked with a tip of her head. "So the car rentals were bogus, the medical records were bogus and the brain -- " "Is that what you were talking about when I was still in the hospital?" he blurted out abruptly. "You said something about a neurological disorder and to tell you the truth, I was so busy putting one foot in front of the other to get back to the bed, I didn't give it a second thought. That was about this brain thing?" "Yeah. Yeah, it was," she said, turning to face him. "Why would he want you to think I only had months to live?" Mulder rubbed his forehead and chewed on his lip. "What possible purpose would that serve?" "To make me trust him. To make me believe that you were hiding something from me, something you didn't want to tell me because you didn't want to hurt me. By that time he knew we were in a relationship, I'm sure he knew all about us -- he'd probably even interviewed our neighbors to find out how often we stayed with each other. And I did nothing to dispel that theory. Mulder, when he tried to tell me you were sleeping around, I threw water in his face." "You go girl!" Mulder interjected. "He tapped my phone the same day. And then he found me in your apartment, asleep . . ." "Aw, Scully," he said sadly. "I'm sor--" "No, Mulder, I'm fitting pieces together now. Apologize later," she ordered. "He put the fish food in your drawer!" "What?" "The fish food! Mulder, you always keep the fish food on the shelf above the tank. But that night, when I went to feed the fish -- he knew the food was in the top desk drawer. How would he know that unless he put it there?" She sat down heavily on the futon, still staring into space. "Your receipts file!" she said in disgust. "Scully, you're thinking too fast now. Help me catch up!" "Mulder, remember when we had that problem after your hospitalization in Bermuda and I made you start keeping a file of all your medical receipts?" "The one I thought was stupid because we have managed care and I don't get bills?" he asked, arms crossed. "Yes, that one. Well, those receipts also chronicle your medical history -- IF you know how to read them. Doggett was obviously in your desk; he put your fish food there. He was digging for information. He found your records and then he or someone working with him 'doctored' up those dummy records using your actual information. They would have known all about your neurological problems from a year and a half ago." "So, I hate to stop this amazing flow of logic, but do you believe what the guys are telling us now?" he asked timidly. "That son of a bitch! All that time, making me think he cared about me, making me think all his actions were out of concern -- " "Scully, I think he really does care about you. Just not in the nice, platonic way you imagined." She rolled her eyes. "Mulder, love is blind -- but for most of the time I worked with Agent Doggett, I was decidedly pregnant with another man's child. " He scooted over and pulled her to his side. "You mean to tell me that you don't think it's remotely plausible that someone might think you're hot?" That got him the smile he had been hoping for, but she quickly turned serious again. "Mulder, if Doggett truly is dirty, he's going to move heaven and earth to find us," she said anxiously. "I know. I just didn't want to leave here yet," he sighed. "You're still so tired and Will is so little -- " "Do you think we should travel separately? Make it harder to find us all?" she asked. "No, I hate that idea. We leave together or we stay here together. I'm not going through that again. Besides, we're just another couple with a baby. We'll go somewhere that we'll blend in." "William's a little young for Disney World, Mulder," she joked. "Well, as much as I can't wait to take him to the magic kingdom, I had some place entirely different in mind. But first I have to ask you, have you ever wanted to test the theory that blondes have more fun?" to be continued. |
Chapter One
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