Title: Paradigm Author: Vickie Moseley Summary: When given her heart's desire, will Scully be able to give it back? Category: MA, SA, MT, ST Rating: no really bad words or sex, some violence Archive: Two weeks exclusive VS 14, then anywhere Dedication: Tracy, this is the one I promised you. Comments and feedback (please): vickiemoseley1978@yahoo.com Paradigm part 1 of 2 Tara Scully's Residence Fairland, MD 6:15 pm "Police report another murder in Fairfax County believed to be connected to the 'Ripper' killings. The fourth victim, whose identity was not released, was found in an alley . . ." "Hey, Buddy, let's turn this off while we finish your math problems," Mulder said affably as he clicked off the blaring television set in the family room. "What have you got here?" Mathew Scully, third grader, looked up at his 'uncle' and sighed. "We're starting division," he said glumly. "Mom says she was a domestic science major and can only divide using a calculator." Mulder winced while trying to hold back a grin. "Well, you're in luck. I was pretty good at division back in school. Let me look at the homework." The young boy handed over the workbook and crossed his arms. "I can't believe I got the teacher who gives homework on Fridays," he bemoaned his fate. "Oh, this isn't that bad! Look, Matty, you're dividing by twos. You can do this. It's just half. Remember how easy it was when you had to learn the two times tables? You were a whiz! C'mon, let's give this a go, I bet we're done before Auntie Dana has dinner on the table." Mathew's eyes brightened at Mulder's encouraging words. "OK," he agreed with a grin. "First one is 12 divided by 2 . . ." Tara stood at the top of the stairs leading down to the family room from the kitchen. "He's so good with Matty," she said, not for the first time. "He's always been good with kids," Scully agreed, stirring the pot of macaroni boiling on the stove, making sure to avoid stepping on Claire, who was 'cooking' at her play kitchen nearby. "So, tell me about Ben," she prodded. Tara blushed. "He's a neighbor," she said. "That's a blessing that could turn out to be a curse if tonight doesn't go well. But he's recently divorced -- I guess that's the best I can hope for at my age, huh?" "Tara," Dana said firmly. "You have to stop putting yourself down! You are a beautiful person, you have done a tremendous job with these kids, alone -- it's time for you to have some fun in your life." Tara dropped her gaze. "I guess -- I'm not really expecting much. I mean, Dana, you know I miss Billy. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him -- " "Tara, he would want you to be happy," Dana interjected. "I really don't think he would expect you to be alone for the rest of your life." The doorbell rang and Tara ran to get the door. In a minute she came back into the kitchen with a tall, well-toned sandy haired man with a ready smile. "Dana, this is Ben Nelson. Ben, this is my sister-in-law, Dana." Ben held out his hand. "Dana, nice to meet you." Hearing the commotion, Matty raced up the stairs, almost tackling Ben. "Hi, Ben!" he said, before grabbing Mulder's hand and bringing him closer. "This is Uncle Mulder!" Ben shook hands with Mulder. "Matt has mentioned you a time or two," Ben said with a nod. "Certainly nice to meet you both." "You live nearby?" Mulder asked. Scully could almost see him mentally reviewing the Top Ten Most Wanted list just to see if he could match the face. "Yeah, our back yards touch," Ben said motioning out the kitchen window. "I just moved in last spring and Matt's ball found its way onto my patio. We met and we've been watering each other's crabgrass ever since." Tara blushed and drew in a breath. "Well, we better get going. Dana, I have my cell phone, if you need to reach me. And we won't be out too late, right Ben?" "Early tee time in the morning. I'll have you home by curfew," he vowed, holding up his right hand. "Mulder, do you play golf?" Mulder shook his head slowly. "I'm not much of a golfer. More into basketball." Ben looked slightly uncomfortable in the silence, but finally clapped his hands and turned to Tara. "Hey, the movie starts at 7:10, we should probably get a move on." At that moment, Claire looked up and must have realized something was going on. She dropped the play pot and spoon she was holding and ran to her mother, clinging to her legs. "Mommy! Mommy, I go toooo," she wailed. Mulder scooped her up in his arms and bounced her on her hip. "Claire-bear, you promised me a cake, remember? You don't want Uncle Mulder to miss out on his cake, do you? You promised I could pick and I want a chocolate cake with chocolate chips and chocolate frosting and chocolate sprinkles and chocolate roses . . . " With great stealth he turned and moved the child away from the doorway and her departing mother. "Quick, make your move now -- he's running out of chocolate," Scully advised them with a wink. Tara looked hesitant, but Scully gave her a gentle shove toward the door. "They're fine, Tara. Go, have a good time." With one weak smile back, Tara hurried out the door with Ben trailing after her. Tara Scully Residence 11:35 pm "Repeating the story from the top of the hour, Tyson Corner's police are requesting that anyone with information on the brutal attack and murder of a 34 year old businessman in this . . ." "Mulder," Scully whispered, muting the sound of the television. "Mulder, wake up." She almost hated to wake him, but knew he had to be developing a crick in his neck from the way he was sitting. Matty was sprawled on his lap, the thumb on his left hand sitting against his slack lower lip. Mulder opened his eyes slowly. "I'm not really asleep," he said but a yawn contradicted him. "Do you want me to take him up?" Scully asked, moving to take the child from his arms. "Nah, I've got him. Besides, he's almost as tall as you now," he teased quietly. He shifted the gangly boy more firmly in his grip and started up the stairs. A left u turn at the kitchen and he was headed up the next flight to Matty's room. "Unc'a Mulller?" the boy murmured. "Movie's over, Matty. Will Smith and Tommy Lee Jones saved the planet. Time for bed." "Okay," the child agreed, snuggling into his covers. "'Night Uncle Mulder. I love you." Mulder's breath caught in his chest, and he could hear his heart pounding in his ears. He leaned over the small boy. "Good night, Matty. I love you, too." Gently, he placed a kiss on the child's forehead. Scully was waiting for him in the hallway. "Claire asleep?" he asked, guiding her down the steps. "She went down about 10. I had to read A Very Hungry Caterpillar three times, but we got the job done," she grinned. "At least it's not Dr. Seuss," he shot back. "You just hold a grudge because he named a book after you," she teased. "Yeah, well, want to hear what we can do with 'Dana'?" he returned. They ended up in the family room. Mulder had snatched a bottle of Snapple Iced Tea on the way through the kitchen and settled in on the sofa, next to his partner. She immediately scooted over and drew his arm around her shoulder. "You OK?" he asked, noticing her need for contact. She nodded yes, but he could still feel the tension in her shoulders. "So what do you think about Ben?" she asked, seemingly interested in the rerun of Last Comic Standing he'd found on Comedy Central. Mulder shrugged. "He's OK, I guess." "He's divorced," Scully said with a sigh. "People get divorced, Scully. Doesn't make him a bad person." "I'm not saying that," she said defensively. "I just . . . " "She's not betraying Bill, you know that, right?" Mulder asked, looking down at her upturned face. "I know that. I told her that myself. I'm not even thinking that." She was quiet for a few minutes. "I guess it means she won't be needing us as much now." "Scully, this is a first date," Mulder chuckled. "Let's not get the rice out yet." "No, I just mean, well, Matty seems to like him. It just means . . ." Mulder nodded slowly, taking another drink of his tea and setting it down on the coffee table in front of them. "I know. Probably won't need me to coach tee ball," he said casually. "I know they're just my niece and nephew, but sometimes, when they're with us -- " Mulder turned his head to look at her. He rubbed his thumb across her cheek and was surprised at the dampness he found there. "It makes you wish we could have our own," he whispered. "Mulder, I know I shouldn't feel that way. I know what we have is special and I'm blessed, truly blessed. I could have lost you -- I thought I did lose you last summer. But sometimes, when I'm holding Claire or I see you playing with Mathew -- I just can't help but think -- " "Scully, we could adopt. I've told you that before. Say the word -- " "Mulder, it's impossible," she said, shaking her head. "One look at our lives . . . Good grief, the judge in California denied my petition to adopt my own child!" "That was different, Scully," he crooned. "We're together now. You wouldn't be raising the child by yourself." "You think any judge would look at the last 24 months, hell, the last 10 years of our lives and allow us to take care of a child?" she asked flatly. "You were kidnapped, I was left to believe you were dead -- how many times have we been in dangerous situations, Mulder? How many times has one or both of us almost died?" She threw her head back against the cushions and stared at the ceiling. "It's not possible." "Do you want it to be possible? Scully, we could -- " "Leave everything behind?" she snorted. "We tried that once and look where it got us." "Look, I know it hurts. I see Mathew and Claire and I can't help but wonder if our kids would have red hair like you or brown hair like me. I can't help but picture us together, going to the zoo, putting together a two-wheeler at three in the morning on Christmas. I told you once that I never saw you as a mother. Well, Scully, I didn't think of myself as a father -- until I realized how much I love you. Every time we make love, I think . . . I hope . . . " He sighed and pulled her to him, kissing the crown of her head. "I would do anything to give you a child, to give us a family. You know that." "I do know that, Mulder. And you have no idea how much that helps me deal with this heartache." She kissed him then, gently, tenderly, allowing her fingers to touch his cheek for several minutes while she breathed in unison to him. No more words were spoken and after a while, Mulder flipped the channels and found something neither of them cared about yet they didn't care enough to change it. Together they waited for Tara to return. Act 1 FBI Headquarters Monday 8:15 am "So, you want to write up the report from Friday?" Mulder asked. He was juggling his briefcase, his travel mug of coffee, the morning newspaper and his keys. It was anyone's guess which would fall to the floor first. It was the keys. Scully stooped to pick them up. "I could. But then I'd have to kill you," she said sweetly, unlocking the door. "What? That was open and shut! Scully, that report practically writes itself!" he declared, accepting his keys from her. "Good. Then you won't have any trouble with it," she answered, this time a little less sweet than before. "You're still mad about the laundry," he said with a sigh. "Mulder, I told you, I'm not mad. A little peeved, but not mad. Besides, you said on Friday that you were going to do this report because, and I quote 'it's pretty easy so I'll knock it out on Monday'. Well, I'm holding you to it." "You're still mad about the laundry," he muttered. "Am not," she said evenly. "But keep bringing it up and I might have to rethink my position." Scully booted up her computer, over her partner's pathetic attempts at sympathy by sighing heavily at his desk. An email caught her attention. "Mulder, didn't you say there'd been another animal attack during the night?" He looked over at her and frowned. "Yeah, it was in the morning paper. Homeless guy in Rock Creek -- it was pretty gruesome according to the account. And I told you, I don't think they're animal attacks." Scully rolled her eyes. "Mulder, a werewolf -- in DC? I thought most self-respecting modern werewolves preferred London," she said dryly. "Scully, have you been sneaking downstairs to watch Sci Fi after I've gone to sleep?" he teased back at her. "No, I'm serious here. The wounds are consistent with -- " The ringing of the phone cut off the rest of his lecture. Mulder grabbed it and after a few 'yes sirs', returned the receiver to its cradle. "That was Skinner. Three guesses why he wants to see us." She sighed. "Fine. But I refuse to listen to Warren Zevon at any time during the course of this investigation," she said firmly and followed him out the door. Rock Creek Park Tuesday 9:35 pm It was cold and clear, a full moon hanging over the tops of the trees. From the driver's seat of the car, Mulder cracked another seed between his teeth, bringing his hand to his mouth to take the hull and toss it out the partially open window. "What time is it?" Scully asked, stretching as much as she could in the tight confines of the passenger seat next to him. It had already been a long day. Skinner had given them the assignment. Three murders with similar M.O.s had happened in the last week. All three men had been torn to shreds. The DC Medical Examiner determined that the killer had animal-like claws and teeth, but DNA traces left on the second victim showed human markers. The case was shuffled over to the FBI and labeled an X file, but with a difference. This time, Mulder and Scully headed a team of agents staking out Rock Creek Park. "Just after 9:30," he answered, after glancing at his watch. "When did the watch repair place say your watch will be fixed?" She sighed and turned toward him. "Guess what I want for my birthday," she said dourly. "Can't fix it, huh?" "Apparently it's only water resistant if it's not put through the washer," she replied dryly. "Scully, I said I was sorry about forty million times already," he retorted. "But I think this should teach you a lesson." "Never put my watch in my pants pocket, even if I get called in to do an autopsy at 4 in the morning?" "No." He shook his head solemnly. "Never trust me to do laundry again." She snorted, shaking her head vehemently. "Oh, no, laundry boy! You are not getting out of that chore so easily." The radio on the dashboard crackled to life. "Rocky. Report in, Rocky." Mulder rolled his eyes and reached for the radio. He clicked it on with an air of exasperation. "Nothing to report, Bullwinkle," he said as Scully tried to stifle a laugh next to him. "That's Balboa -- not 'Bullwinkle', Mulder," came a deeper voice over the radio. Even though there was no way for Skinner to see him, Mulder sat up straighter in the seat. "Sorry, sir. My bad. But nothing is happening -- " "Mulder," Scully said, grabbing his arm. She pointed out the windshield. "I just saw something -- over by those bushes." "We have an UNSUB just spotted at position 6 in Rock Creek Park, requesting back up," Mulder said into the radio and tossed it in to the dash as soon as he heard Skinner's 'copy' reply. Scully spared him a glance. "Back up? We don't know for sure -- " "This thing has torn apart three grown men, Scully. I don't want to take any chances." As they got out the car quietly, Mulder tilted his head and Scully took off to the right, gun muzzle pointed to the sky, moving slowly. Mulder headed left, his gun in his hand. He kept sight of Scully as they approached the trees and gave her a nod, then moved into the forested area. The underbrush was thick and hard to walk through because vines tangled around his feet. He heard something moving ahead of him and he licked his lips, wondering where the hell the troops were. The sectors weren't that far apart, he should have heard other cars pulling up. As he pushed aside a particularly tall shrub, he caught sight of something. It was a creature, more wolf-like than anything he could have imagined. It's elongated snout lifted as it sniffed the air. It turned its head and moved quickly and near-silently forward. The moon cast a silvery glow on the fur-covered body, the toned muscles rippled as it moved. At full standing height, the creature was at least inches taller than Mulder. The agent followed the creature, looking around for Scully, their back up, or a good angle to shoot, whichever came first. As he was lining up his gun site, he saw Scully suddenly appear through the trees. She stepped into an opening in the thicket and looked around. Mulder was a few yards away and tried to wave her back, conscious that the creature was close by. She didn't see him. But the creature saw her. Letting out a blood-curdling howl, the beast bounded forward on strong back legs and was on Scully in a heartbeat. Mulder shouted and raised his gun again, but couldn't risk a shot for fear that he would hit his partner. He ran forward as the monster wrapped its massive arms around Scully's shoulders. Mulder turned the gun in his hand and tried using it to bludgeon the creature with it, but the thing swiped out with one arm, catching Mulder in the upper chest with rapier sharp claws. Mulder dropped the gun, but tried once more to pry his partner away from the monster. The next swipe tore the flesh at his neck and shoulder and one foot thrust out, catching the hapless agent in the stomach and launching him several yards through the air. By the time Mulder had picked himself off the forest floor, the creature and Scully were gone. Mulder stood, dazed, with blood dripping from a dozen slash wounds, when Skinner arrived just moments later. "Mulder, oh, God -- call for an ambulance," Skinner shouted to one of the men following him into the clearing. "Mulder, here, let's get you sitting down." "It took her," Mulder whispered. He looked at his superior with soul crushing sadness. "The thing -- it took her." "Mulder, we have to get you to the hospital," Skinner said slowly, as if talking to a child. Over his shoulder, he directed the other men. "Scour this area. Cut off all access points. They have to be here." Looking back to Mulder, he took the man's arm. "We'll find her. I promise." He watched helplessly as Mulder's eyes rolled back in his head and the agent collapsed unconscious into Skinner's arms. George Washington University Medical Center Emergency Department 12:47 am Skinner was paging through a year old copy of the New England Journal of Medicine when Mulder appeared from behind a set of double doors. "I thought the nurse said they wanted to keep you for observation," the Assistant Director said gruffly. "They wanted to. I didn't. Any word from the park?" Even wearing a borrowed scrub shirt didn't hide the bandages on Mulder's torso. His left arm was in a sling and his neck was covered in enough gauze to appear that he was wearing a white turtleneck. Skinner wondered how much painkiller his underling was carrying because his eyes were dilated, but his gaze was focused. The older man decided to be upfront with him. "Richards is heading up the team. They've gone over the area with a fine-toothed comb. All exits are blocked. They couldn't have gotten out of the park. I'm going back out there after I drop you off home." "I'm not going home," Mulder growled. He took a few steps and swayed but caught himself and glared back at Skinner. "I'm going with you to the park." "Mulder, you aren't going to help her if you pass out again. Go home, let us handle this. We have all the Bureau's man power -- " "Hell of a lot of good that's ever done us," Mulder spat out angrily. "I'm going to find her." Skinner glared off at nothing, not wanting to risk a showdown with an injured man. Finally he turned back to gaze at his agent. "I don't want to make this an order." "Don't push me, Walter. You don't like me when I'm angry," Mulder said in low even tones. "Listen to reason!" Skinner exclaimed. "Look at you. You can barely stand. The nurse said they had to put in over two-dozen stitches. You lost a lot of blood, you need to rest -- " "I. Can't. Go. Home." The younger man closed his eyes and shook his head. "Please. Don't make me go back to that empty house," he begged. "Not with Scully still out there with that thing. Not 'til we find her." Skinner shook his head slowly. "OK, but I want you to stay in the car until we find something -- do you think you can do that much?" Mulder nodded, trying to hide his weariness. "Let's go." Location unknown time unknown Scully awoke with a blinding headache. After a few seconds of just lying still, she realized she wasn't injured seriously anywhere that she could assess -- just sore everywhere. It felt as if she's been dragged through the woods and dumped down a flight of stairs. She groaned and rolled over, trying to get her eyes to open. With eyes opened and mind fully engaged, it was still black as pitch. She pulled herself to a sitting position and allowed her eyes to adjust to the darkness. There was light, if you could call it that, coming from a grimy set of glass blocks that replaced a window. From the cement floor beneath her to the rough wood stud at her back, she surmised that she was in a basement. Standing was a bit more of a feat, with her head and her bones screaming at her to stop. She persevered and only swayed slightly when fully upright. At least the ceiling wasn't so low that she had to stoop over. She had to smile at that thought -- there weren't many basements where she had to watch her head. That was Mulder's department. Mulder! The last she'd seen of him, he was bleeding from slashes all across his upper body. And then, in the blink of an eye, he was gone. What had happened? She couldn't remember anything, even how she got hit on the head. Not surprising, head injuries were notorious for leaving a person dazed and confused. She sometimes thought all the head injuries had left her partner in a permanent state of daze and confusion. But she did remember who, or what had caused her to be in this basement. The creature, and she now accepted that it was a creature, not just an animal running rampant through DC, had brought her here. But why didn't it kill her? As she paced the small basement room, she soon found her answer, or at least another piece of the puzzle. On a double bed in the corner of the room lay a sleeping child, a little girl, no more than three or four years old. At first glance, Scully was afraid the child wasn't just sleeping, but then the little one rolled over and cuddled the thin pillow in her arms. Scully breathed a sigh of relief. Moving closer, she tried to see if the girl was injured in any way. The tiny face appeared unconcerned, innocent in slumber. The breathing was near silent, just the rise and fall of the small mound of covers to indicate respiration. Once more, Scully let out a relieved exhale. She moved to look around at the rest of the room. It was just one room, a door in one wall leading into the rest of the basement, Scully assumed. A closet served as a half bath, with sink and toilet. There was a light switch near the bathroom door and Scully tried it, illuminating the alcove with a less than 60-watt bulb. She quickly turned the light out in difference to the child. A table and two chairs sat across from the bed and a child's desk and toy box were tucked in a corner opposite the table. Next to the bed was a white rocking chair with a blanket tossed across the back. Were it not for the mode of transport, and the fact that the door appeared to be padlocked from the outside, Scully could easily imagine the room to be decorated specifically for the little girl asleep on the bed. With no way out and not wanting to disturb the child, Scully pulled the blanket from the back of the rocker and settled in. Despite her best effort to keep watch, she soon drifted off to sleep. Rock Creek Park 1:15 am The floodlights set up in the area gave the park a circus feel. Mulder let his head fall back against the seat, alternately trying to remember every detail of his encounter with the creature and yet pushing those images away in an effort to retain any shred of sanity he had left. One thought kept repeating itself in his mind -- that thing had Scully. "I'm going to check in with Richards," Skinner said, pulling in between a DC squad car and a tactical van. "You'll stay here." It was probably intended to be a question, but there was no indication of that in his voice. "If something comes up, all bets are off," Mulder said with an abbreviated shrug. He watched Skinner go off toward the floodlights, shaking his head. It was stuffy in the car, even with the window rolled down. Mulder got out and leaned against the hood. He wanted to be out there, searching. They could easily miss some clue. If Scully had a chance, she would have indicated something -- anything. She would have left something for him to find. How would they know what to look for? He was ready to go over to the highly lit area and start looking with something tugged his sleeve. He turned around and came face to face with his worst nightmare. Alex Krycek. Without thinking, Mulder pulled back his right fist and rifled it toward the other man's head. Only the fact that he was on heavy meds and was still weak from blood loss kept that fist from breaking bone. In a second Krycek responded, grabbing Mulder's arm, turning and slamming the agent face first against the door of the car. "Listen, we don't have time for this. I need to tell you something," Krycek hissed in Mulder's ear. "Did you have something to do with this?" Mulder demanded. "Do you know where she is?" "I'm not who you think I am," Krycek replied, letting go of Mulder long enough to pull something out of his jacket. It was an identification wallet, similar to the one Mulder carried. Krycek flipped it open, holding it so that Mulder could read. "Detective Alex Krycek, Washington PD?" Mulder read skeptically. "You have to be kidding. Where did you get that made up -- Kinkos?" "Look, you held me at gunpoint once before but a certain mutual acquaintance saved my life. Does the name Glas- glo Industries ring a bell? How about Brad Kensworth?" Mulder relaxed, sagging against the door. "You're trying to tell me -- you're from . . ." "We can't talk here. C'mon, I'll explain everything." Mulder glared at the man for a full minute. "If you're trying to pull something, so help me God -- " "You'll kill me, yeah, I figured that out last time we met. Look, as much as I love the romantic atmosphere here, we have work to do and the sooner I explain everything, the quicker we can get started. I'd liked to get out of here before the Captain gets back." Krycek nodded to the group of men talking not more than fifty feet away. "Captain?" Mulder looked where Krycek was glaring. "Skinner? He's not a Captain, he's -- " "I don't care what his job description is here, just from the looks of him I can tell he's still a hard ass and we don't time to deal with that. Are you interested in finding Bunnykins or not?" Mulder's eyes grew to pinpoints, but this time he didn't telegraph his punch. His right fist caught Krycek's left cheek, splitting the lip. "I remember you now. If you want to live through this, don't ever call her that again." All Night McDonald's Wisconsin Avenue NW 2 am Mulder stared at the man across the table. "So you're telling me you're from another dimension, an alternate version of this world. This thing has been killing in your world and somehow it found a vortex to travel between the two worlds. And I'm also supposed to believe that you followed it here through that same vortex. I'm waiting for the punch line." Krycek dabbed his lip with a napkin, stirred his coffee and ignored Mulder's snide comment. "OK, I've been tracking this thing for a couple of months. It kills when the moon is full. We've found 6 bodies -- or at least what's left of them. It's been sighted a couple of times, but the witnesses say it disappears into thin air." "Is it a werewolf?" Mulder interrupted. "Are you on crack?" Krycek shot back sarcastically. "Nobody believes in werewolves! We don't know what it is, just that it usually kills its victims, until this week." "What happened this week?" Mulder asked, nursing his coffee. "It took a child, a little girl. But we haven't found a body. I think it still has her. I believe she's still alive." Something about the way Krycek's eyes changed caused Mulder's mind to kick into high gear. "This child -- who is she?" Krycek closed his eyes and leaned back. "Her name is Sarah. She's three years old. She's . . . aw, hell." He reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a different wallet. Fingering through the contents, he pulled out a small picture and handed it to Mulder. He took it, looking first at the child. She had strawberry blond hair and a huge grin on her face. Her eyes twinkled at the cameraman and she held a worn bunny rabbit firmly in her tiny arms. It wasn't until he'd memorized her features that Mulder looked at the other two people in the photo. His head shot up and he pinned Krycek in his angry gaze. "What is her name -- her full name," Mulder demanded. "Sarah Katherine Mulder," Krycek said softly, taking the picture back and putting it carefully in his wallet. "She's, in our world she is . . . Fox and Dana Mulder's only daughter." Mulder dropped the picture and jumped up from his chair. "You son of a bitch! How dare you try to pull this on me! I'll send you straight to hell -- " Alex grabbed his arm and pulled him down to his seat. "Would you shut up!" he seethed. "Look, I'm sorry if this doesn't fit into your idea of reality, but it is the truth! Sarah is your, or rather your twin's daughter. And Dana's. She is . . ." Alex turned his head, biting his lip. When he faced Mulder again, the agent saw tears glisten on the man's lashed. "She means everything to them -- and to me. Look, I promised Dana, I promised both of them that I would find her . . . or die trying. And that is exactly what I intend to do!" "Why?" "What?" Alex asked, startled by the impertinent question. "Why did it take her? If it's killed 6 people, plus three in our world, why take a child? Why take this child? What did they do, leave her unprotected?" Mulder sneered. That got the man's hackles up. "Look, asshole, she WAS protected. As protected as she needed to be! Dana's been working half days since Sarah was born and the Professor worked it out to move his classroom hours so that one parent or the other is with her 24 hours a day. She has never been out of their sight!" "Then how -- " Krycek looked aside and swallowed hard. "I fucked up," he said simply. "You? How did you -- " "I was watching her, goddamn it! I was . . . I was watching her while Fox and Dana went out to a fucking charity dinner-auction at the university. I was sitting in the living room drinking a beer and watching the game when I heard something. By the time I got to her bedroom, the window was busted in and she was gone." He wiped angrily at his chin, catching the fallen tears on his sleeve. "It was a fucking rookie mistake and I made it and I lost her and I have to get her back!" he shouted. "Do you understand now, Mr. FBI??? Do you get it??? Huh???" Silence descended on the two. Alex wiped his face a few times and Mulder sat back, looking at the picture. "How do you know it was the creature?" he asked quietly. "Fur. In the window casing. We found similar fur on the victims' bodies." "No other -- evidence?" Mulder prodded, keeping his voice even. Alex glared at him. "There was no blood found at the scene. Footprints were right at the window, a first floor window, they led a few feet away and then vanished. No one saw anything, no one heard anything." "How did you follow it?" "I was staking out the previous crime scenes. It appeared again, in Rock Creek Park, very near where you saw it tonight. I think that's the vortex, the portal." "Rock Creek Park? In the middle of one of the most 'secure' cities on the planet?" Mulder pointed out with disdain. "I didn't put it there," Alex shot back. "I've seen the creature there twice but I can't get it, it disappears on me. I think there might be another portal or vortex that comes out nearby." "Or in Arizona. Or Hong Kong," Mulder warned. "No. I think it's nearby." Mulder looked dubious. "Based on what?" Alex dropped his eyes to the coffee cup in his hands. "A hunch. 16 years on the Force. How the hell should I know, maybe it's just wishful thinking." He raised his eyes to look at Mulder again. "Maybe it's the only hope I have." He stared at Mulder. "But you don't give a damn about her, do you?" he snarled. "I . . . I have to find Scully. I'm sorry, I'm sorry about this little girl, but you have to understand -- here, Scully is my world. I have to get her back." Alex licked his lips. "But see, I think the creature has them both. Together." Mulder shook his head. "I can't -- I can't risk that you might be wrong." Alex thought for a moment. "Look, we're both after the same thing. You need to find the creature to find your Dana; I need to find the creature to find Sarah. We _need_ each other." Mulder sighed and looked away. After a moment's contemplation, he looked back at Alex. "Where do we start?" Alex looked around the McDonald's and shrugged. "We need to go somewhere we can plan." Mulder and Scully's duplex Georgetown 2:45 am "Gimme a minute, I want to change out of this thing," Mulder said with a wave toward the borrowed scrub top. "There's iced tea in the fridge, make yourself -- " He stopped in mid-sentence as he saw Alex pick up each of the three picture frames Scully had arranged with the flowers she kept on the bay window. Mulder walked up and took the picture of Samantha and him leaning against a tree out of Alex's hands. "Well, not that much at home," he said dryly, putting the picture back where it had been. "She's a neat lady, your sister. If she hadn't gone and hooked up with that architect, I might have stood a chance - - " "The woman you're talking about is not my sister," Mulder said quietly. "That's -- his sister." "Yeah, I know that. It's just -- " "Let's get one thing straight, Krycek, before this goes any further. I'm really sorry they lost the little girl -- I think I can sympathize more than the next guy. But I want to be totally clear on this: that little girl is no one to me. She's an innocent victim, but beyond that I feel nothing for her. I know you care for her, and I understand that, but my priority is Scully. That's why I'm helping you. She is the only thing that matters to me. Understand?" Alex nodded, his expression guarded. "Sure. Got it. Now, can we get started?" Mulder sighed. "Yeah, right after I change." He moved toward the stairs again. When he started up the steps, he leaned over and glared at Alex. "And this time, just watch TV or something. Don't go nosing around." Alex frowned, but plopped down on the sofa. "Sure thing, Ace. Wouldn't want to disturb the 'happy family' memories all over this place." Mulder gritted his teeth and took the steps two at a time. In minutes he was back downstairs with maps of the DC metro area. Act 2 Location unknown early morning Scully awoke to find herself stretched out on the bed, cuddling the child. Sunlight battled to make it through the grim on the glass blocks, but enough light was now in the room that she could see around her. The smell of coffee and cinnamon toast caused her to look over at the small table. Breakfast was laid out, complete with small glasses of orange juice and bowls of cereal. As Scully was mulling over who brought the food, the little girl in her arms woke up. "Mommy, I'm hungry," the child said drowsily, stretching her tiny arms over her head and then giving Scully a big hug. Scully's breath caught in her throat. The child's eyes were open; surely the little girl could see that Scully was not her mother. "Sweetie, ah, I'm not -- " "Gotta go bathroom," the girl said with a grin. "I know where it is. I can go by myself, Mommy -- watch!" With that the child scampered off the bed and headed straight for the bathroom that Scully had discovered the night before. Totally at ease, the girl went about her business, humming a tune Scully couldn't recognize. When she was finished, she stood on tiptoe at the sink to laboriously wash her hands, drying them haphazardly on the towel before running back to Scully, hands raised for inspection. "All clean! Let's eat!" "Wait," Scully said abruptly. There was no telling what was in the food. "Oh, right," the child said. She sat at the table, made the sign of the Cross, folded her hands and bowed her head. "Bless us oh Lord, and these your gifts -- " "No, I meant, um, I wanted to see if the milk was sour," Scully said, coming up with the only thing she could think of that wouldn't scare the child. "Let me take a taste first, OK." "OK," the girl said with a bright grin. Scully first smelled then tasted the bowl of cereal. It appeared to be fine. Of course, there were any number of substances that could have been hidden because the lacked both taste and smell. But her own stomach was growling and the food did look normal. "OK, I think it's fine," she said. The child dug into her breakfast with a ravishing appetite. Scully sipped her coffee, drank her juice and nibbled on her toast, all the time watching the child. She was a pretty little thing with strawberry blond hair and the most amazing green eyes. She smiled readily, which told Scully that she hadn't been traumatized too much by her ordeal. Her little short-sleeved shirt and cropped jeans exposed plenty of creamy white skin without a hint of bruising. Scully let out a relieved breath. "All done!" the child announced, showing Scully the empty bowl. "Mommy, can I help wash the dishes?" "Um, I'm not sure where we would do that, sweetheart. How about if we just rinse them in the sink in the bathroom and leave them on the table to dry?" "OK," the little one said and happily gathered her bowl, spoon, juice cup and milk cup to take it into the bathroom. Scully gathered her own dishes and followed, rinsing each item and then giving them back to the girl to take the to table. It kept them occupied for all of ten minutes. "Mommy, I'm bored," the child announced with her hands on her hips. Scully swallowed. It was really beginning to wear on her nerves the way the child kept calling her 'mommy', but the girl seemed comfortable enough with using the title whenever it suited her. "OK, let's play a game, how about that?" "Yeah, a game!" the girl exclaimed excitedly. "Let's play Candyland!" "Um, no, I don't think I see Candyland on the bookcase there. Let's play another game. I'll ask you a question and then you answer it. Then you ask me a question and I'll answer it." "Mommy, that's not a game," the girl said, scrunching up her little forehead. "I want to play a real game." "Let's play this one and then we'll see what we can find to play, OK? My turn first. What is your name?" The girl broke into giggles. "Oh, Mommy, that's easy. My name is Sarah Katherine Mulder. I got that one right. Now, my turn. What's my bunny's name?" Scully's heart stopped beating the second the child had said her last name. She looked at the girl closely -- she could see the resemblance. The eyes were the same eyes Mulder had, just more green than hazel. The chin was definitely Mulder's. But the nose and the mouth . . . "Mommy, c'mon, that's an easy one." "Um, Peter?" Scully suggested, for lack of anything else to say. The girl giggled happily. "No, silly! Bunnikins! Unc'a Alex said he was named that when he gave him to me when I was a baby, 'member?" "OK, Sarah, you won that one, too. It's two to nothing. The first person to five wins." Scully closed her eyes and thought hard about what she was going to do. It was a risk, but one she needed to take, she had to know. "OK, Sarah. What is MY name. Not Mommy, what is my real name?" Sarah laughed and clapped her hands. "Oh, I'm gonna win! That is so easy, Mommy! Your grown up name is Dana Katherine Mulder! We have the same names -- Katherine and Mulder. Daddy told me he wanted to name me after you and you said no but he did anyway when you were sleeping. I'm right! I'm right! I'm right!" she cried, dancing around the room. "OK, my turn again. What is YOUR mommy's name?" Scully bit her lip. "My mother's name is Margaret Scully. Most people call her Maggie." Sarah clapped happily again. "Mommy, you win that one! Your turn again." Scully decided she'd had enough of the game for one day. "OK, Sarah, umm, what color is the sun?" After Sarah named the color of the sun, Scully had to name the color of grass. She guessed blue, much to Sarah's delight. "I win, I win! Mommy, call Daddy and tell him I won!" Sarah said, skipping around the room. Scully jerked and stared at Sarah in wonder. "That's a wonderful idea, sweetheart." She reached into her pocket and was thrilled to find her phone. The signal wasn't very strong, but she pulled the rocking chair over to the glass block window and stood on it, hoping to boost the reception. After two rings, someone picked up. "Scully? God, Scully is that you?" She almost laughed with relief at hearing her partner's voice. "Mulder, yes, it's me." "Scully, where are you? Are you hurt? Did you get away?" "Mulder, I'm fine -- really. A little bruised. I'm in a basement. The door is padlocked, there isn't any way out." "Is there a window? Can you give me something to go on? I'm running to the car right now, stay on the phone." "I can't see anything out the window -- it's made of glass blocks. I think we're in the country, I can't hear any traffic noises and it was very dark last night." She was trying to think of some way to help Mulder locate them when the door to the room opened and a middle-aged man entered. He wore a pleasant expression and smiled at Sarah as he gathered the breakfast dishes. When he looked over and saw Scully, though, he screamed and dropped the dishes, running from the room without closing the door and hurrying up the steps. "Mulder, someone was just here. He left the door open! I'm going to try and go up." She motioned for Sarah to stay behind her as she made her way to the basements steps. Suddenly, in the doorway at the top of the stairs appeared the creature. Sarah screamed and grabbed Scully's legs, almost tumbling them both to the ground. The creature launched itself down the stairs, grabbing the cell phone out of Scully's nerveless fingers and crushing it against the far wall. It then advanced again on Scully and the girl, forcing them to run into the room and cower in the corner. Scully was certain the thing would go after them, but instead of entering the room it slammed the door. Scully heard the padlock engaging and footsteps on the stairs. Realizing that her only link to Mulder was now in pieces, she enfolded Sarah in her arms and let the tears fall. Mulder and Scully's duplex 7:13 am "Scully! Scully, can you hear me? Scully, keep the line open, I'll get the guys to track you! Scully, answer me!" Mulder could hear the dead air that signaled a broken connection. "FUCK!" he shouted and slammed the phone down on the hood of the car. "What happened?" Alex demanded. "Did she say anything about Sarah?" "No, she didn't mention the girl, but I think I heard a little girl scream," Mulder said, letting his head fall on his arms braced against the car. "Oh, god, I heard this awful howl and then the screams -- " "It won't hurt them," Alex insisted. Mulder spun on the man. "How the hell do you know that? They could be dying right now! We have to find them!" "I know it because . . . because I have to believe that! It's kept them alive, kept Sarah alive all this time. It took her three days ago and you said you heard a little girl scream. She's still alive!" Mulder stared at Alex for several minutes. "We still don't know where they are," he said with barely contained fury. "You're FBI -- don't you have cell phones with GPS systems in this world?" Mulder's eyes lit up. "Yeah. Yeah, we do. But we aren't going to the FBI. I know some guys who will move heaven and earth to find Scully." Offices of the Lone Gunmen Anacostia 9:03 am After repeated hammering on the door, Mulder finally heard the telltale click of a dozen locks and deadbolts being thrown open. Finally, Frohike's gnome-like visage appeared in a crack of the door. "This better be good," he growled, opening the door a little farther to allow entry to his guests. "Hey, what the hell -- " "It's OK. This isn't who you think it is," Mulder didn't quite explain. "I need your help. Or rather, Scully needs your help." "I'll get the others," Frohike said, casting an evil glare at Alex. A pot of coffee and some of Byers whole grain banana muffins later, Mulder summed up the problem. "So we need to track her cell phone. She was close enough to a cell that we got iffy reception, but we got cut off." "Well," Byers said, pulling up his computer screen, "if she left the phone on, it should be an easy matter of contacting the GPS system. The last time you and Scully upgraded your phones, you'll remember we played with them for a day." "I remember. You also erased all my saved numbers," Mulder said dryly. Byers looked flustered and contrite. "Um, sorry. It couldn't be helped. But anyway, one of the features we activated is currently being marketed to parents with teenaged children. If the program is activated and the phone is on, someone with similar software can track the cell phone to anywhere on the planet. If Suzy says she's going to the library, Mom and Dad can track her when she skips out and goes to the Mall." "How close can you get us?" Mulder asked. "This software is hooked up directly to the orbital tracking station used by trucking companies. We can get you to within 10 feet of Agent Scully, or rather her phone, assuming she has it with her." Mulder nodded, satisfied. "Close enough. She was holding it when we got cut off. OK, let's fire this baby up. Daylight's burning." Byers' fingers flew over the keys. He waited a few seconds and then hit more keys. He frowned and Mulder leaned over his shoulder, staring at the computer monitor. "So . . . where is she?" The tidy Gunmen sighed in exasperation. "Her cell phone must be off." "She was talking to me, Byers. She wouldn't turn it off -- I told her to keep it on!" The other man licked his lips and looked over at his companions. "Well, then, it may have run out of power -- or it could have been broken. There is no signal. There's nothing to track." Mulder slammed his fist into the nearest metal table, making everyone flinch. His phone rang and he grabbed for it with his other hand, checking the number. With a frown, he pocketed it without answering. "Who was that?" Alex asked. "Skinner. He's tracking me down. Guys, you know the routine." "If he calls, we claim complete ignorance," Frohike said brightly. "We got you covered. But Mulder, what are you going to do next?" He looked over at Alex. "You said there were six other attacks. Do you remember where?" "Yeah, I do." "Then we start with those places," Mulder said and headed for the door. Location unknown late morning Sarah's cries finally came to a stop when the little girl fell asleep in Scully's arms. Gently, she settled the child on the bed, pulling the covers up to keep her warm in her slumber. When she was positive she hadn't woken Sarah, Scully got off the bed and began to explore the room. The door was padlocked again and the hinges were on the outside, so that escape was negligible at best. She climbed the rocker to examine the glass blocks of the window, hoping to find the age of the house in her favor. Unfortunately, the blocks appeared to be a recent addition and were set in mortar with no cracks or weaknesses that she could find after a thorough search of the seams. There was one heating duct, set high in the ceiling of the wall with the door, but the dimensions of the grill would have given Eugene Victor Tooms food for thought. After several minutes, she sat down on the rocker and sighed in defeat. It was then she noticed the lunch sat out on the table. Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, carrot sticks and a quart of milk. She fought hard to tamp down the hysterical giggle that threaten to form. Surely the largesse wasn't from the creature! Who had brought the food in and when? She hadn't fallen asleep; at least she couldn't remember falling asleep. Her head still hurt from the struggles the night before and there was a lump that was tender to the touch above her left ear. Maybe she had fallen asleep. Her thoughts went back to the strange little man who had come down with breakfast -- was he still in the house? She went to the door and listened closely. She heard no sounds, not even footsteps on the floor above her. Wasn't he a captive, too? Or maybe he was an accomplice and that was why he alerted the creature to her cell phone. She turned away from the door just as Sarah awoke from her nap. "Mommy, I want to go home now," Sarah said plaintively as she sat up and rubbed her eyes. "I know, sweetheart, but, um, just a little longer. It's not time yet," Scully said, grasping at any reason for the delay that might make sense to the child. "I'm hungry," Sarah replied, eyeing the table. "Oh goodie! Peanut butter and jelly! My favorite!" She scrambled over to the table and sat down. "Mommy, you forgot," she said, frowning up at Scully. "Forgot what, sweetie? There's your milk and look, carrot sticks," she pointed out. "No, Mommy, the cruts is still on. I don't like cruts and you always cut it off. Remember?" the child mispronounced. Cruts? "Oh, the _crust_," Scully corrected. She looked at the table and found only a plastic knife and fork set. "I'll have it fixed in a jiffy." After lunch, Sarah was once again bored. If Scully had any doubt of the child's paternity, her boundless energy and impatience with being confined to a small place erased those doubts. The agent looked around for something to occupy the small child. Her eyes fell on the little desk in the corner. "How about we draw some pictures?" Scully suggested, extracting paper and crayons from inside the desk and taking them to the table. "Oh yes," Sarah exclaimed, clapping. "I like to color! I'll color you a picture, Mommy!" She set about her work happily, choosing one of the crayons, a bright yellow one. "Mommy, where's Daddy?" the child asked without lifting her gaze from the paper. "He's, uh, he's working," Scully answered. She was sure of that statement. She'd been so worried when she woke up, but at least she'd had a chance to hear his voice. When the creature had attacked him, she'd had no time to see how badly he was injured. She knew, however, that if Mulder were conscious, he was searching for her. Maybe the phone call had given him some clue. She realized they were needles in a haystack, but if any one could find them, it was Mulder. "Sometimes Daddy takes me to work with him," the child rambled along happily. "Do you like that?" Scully asked. It was difficult, she didn't want to frighten the child but at the same time she was still confused. Could this child really be their child -- just in another place another time? "Oh yes. The grown up kids are nice to me. I get to draw on the chalkboard while Daddy grades papers. Mommy, what's a grades?" Scully shook her head and held back a laugh. "It's called a grade and it tells you how you did on your work. An A is a very good grade." "Like a star? Meemaw Mulder gave me a star one time for a picture I made her. It was gold and she stuck it on my paper and put it on the 'fridgerator." Scully's heart clenched at the thought that Mulder's mother, in another place, would have been a loving grandmother. The child was watching her expectantly. "Yes, sweetheart. A star is like a grade. A very good grade, in fact." "I'm going to make you a picture that you can put a star on!" Sarah declared and went back to work, her tiny pink tongue peeking out between her lips as she concentrated. Scully nodded, fighting back tears. Mulder and Scully's duplex Georgetown 3:45 pm They were pouring over the maps of DC and the surrounding suburbs when the house phone rang. Mulder started to ignore it but Alex checked the caller ID. "It's your mother-in-law," he said. Mulder sighed and reached over to retrieve the phone. "She's not my mother-in-law," he said tersely. "We aren't married." "Then you really are a dumbass in this world," Alex said with a smirk. "Hi, Mom," Mulder said, clearing his throat and shooting Alex a glare. After a few seconds he closed his eyes. "I'm sorry, I should have called you. We've been searching all night . . . Yes, I believe -- there's every reason to believe that she's all right. . . No, I'm fine. . . Well, Skinner has a big mouth, it was just some scratches -- I'm fine. Sleep? Well, um, I've been busy -- I know, I'll try. I will try to get some sleep, but right now, well, you know. I'll find her, Mom. I promise. What? Yes, there's someone else here -- " Wordlessly he handed the phone over to Alex. "Mrs. Scully, hello, my name is Alex. . . No, ma'am, I'm a DC policeman. Yes, ma'am, I'm helping your, um, Fox. Yes. Well, about 36 hours by my watch. Yes, I can do that. Yes, I'll make sure. I will, ma'am. We will find her. I know how much Dana means to her family. Yes, ma'am. You, too. Good bye." He placed the phone in its cradle. "Three guesses what I'm supposed to do," he said, crossing his arms. Mulder glared at him. "I know you would have no way of knowing this, but in _this_ dimension, I kick your ass on a regular basis," Mulder sneered. "Yeah, well, we can test that little theory later, friend. But right now, I'm under orders from a woman I happen to think of as a very dear friend in my world and she wants your ass in bed. Or on that god-awful couch I helped move three times. Where is it?" "It burned up in an apartment fire," Mulder said tiredly. "Good riddance, I say. Now, go stretch out for a couple of hours. I swear, I'll wake you if I hear anything." He took the agent's arm and started to lead him toward the stairs. "No!" Mulder objected. "Not up there. Not alone. I'll stretch out on the couch down here." Sighing in defeat, he lay down on the sofa and closed his eyes. In minutes he was dead to the world. Alex breathed a sigh of relief and went back to looking at the maps. end of part 1 of 2